it's been two months
but 6 days ago
i got high
i knew it was a bad idea
but i did it anyway
i sent that text to you
telling you how much i missed you
how you could never compare to anyone else
how you were the only one i wanted
you had unblocked me
said we could be friends
but 4 days ago
you said we could never be together
ever
you said how i wasn't the one you wanted
so much for 'your the only girl i'll ever want or need'
but 2 days ago you said how you liked being friends
and how you still thought about me
still coming to my rescue when i needed you the most
but 1 day ago
you blocked me again
not saying a single word to me
but telling your friends how i was annoying you
how you never wanted to talk to me again
how we could never be friends
how i was so obsessed with you
but today
i sit here crying because i thought
i had finally gotten you back
even if it was just us being friends
but i guess i was wrong
