Ruined

It had been so long since he had seen Naruto. Opening his apartment with his set of keys showed a mess of an apartment. Shattered glass from probably the blonde tearing it down. The makeover they had spent so much time on was now ruined and dull. He opted not to take off his shoes.

He found the blonde in his room, he was naked. His body was littered with bruises and love marks. Something about seeing his body enjoyed by others made him sick and jealous inside. He wanted to murder whoever thought it was okay to touch Naruto like that.

He paused in his anger as the blonde in question opened his eyes to see Shikamaru standing over him. Naruto turned away from him before Nara could say anything. "Get out."

"Naruto its been a month-"

"And I'm perfectly capable of living on my own," The blonde was mockingly quoting the words Temari had used to turn Shikamaru away from him.

Shikamaru gritted his teeth as he had seen the ruined state of the blonde's apartment. It was obvious how wrong Temari had been. "I'm sorry," He tried apologizing but Naruto scowled.

"Why the fuck are you even here?" He hissed.

"I missed you."

It was met with a sarcastic snort. "I'm sure you are," He rolled his eyes as he kicked off the blanket. Tied condoms were scattered on the sheets but Naruto didn't bat an eye as he walked to the bathroom to clean up.

Shikamaru followed him in and grabbed the blonde by his shoulder. "Piss off Shikamaru!" Naruto yelled as he was pushed against the cold tiles of the wall. He seemed vulnerable, his eyes becoming glazed with tears. "Just leave me alone."

He slid down the bathroom wall, leaving Shikamaru to tower over him as he started crying. The Nara didn't leave, he sat to down beside Naruto and listened to him sob, his cries echoing in the space around them.

"I'm sorry," He murmured. "I was wrong, I was so wrong. When I heard you had been fired, I ignored it. When I heard about drug taking I ignored it-"

"But when you heard about the prostitution you came running?" Naruto laughed but it was hollow and broken. Dull blue eyes stared into an abyss Naruto had willingly fallen into. "You're fucking sick."

It was said with so much venom Shikamaru flinched. "Excuse me?"

"We had such a good road map," Naruto chuckled. "We would leave college, come out together and start on our own."

Naruto started to pull at his hair. "But you fucking listened to the drivel your parents poured into your ears. Pushing me into being just a friend, you never even talked about it to me."

"Naru-"

"Shut up!" He snapped, his voice nearly cracking. "You don't get that privilege!"

Shikamaru bit his lips and closed his eyes to hide his tears. This was about Naruto, not him. His time had passed.

"Did you think it felt good to keep it to myself!? To watch you pour all your attention into a woman, parading her around like a queen. Calling her the pets names you gave me. Did you think I was alright?! How fucking stupid could you be?!"

"We were together for 7 years Shikamaru! You played me for 7 years! Tugging me along, promising me a future once you had your parents give you a full ride through college."

"I didn't-"

"Shut up!" Naruto yelled. "You did! How can you fucking explain anything you did!? You're fucking married to her!"

Naruto got up. "Out! Get out of my fucking house!"

Shikamaru followed him closely, wanting to beg forgiveness. "Naruto I'm worried about you."

"Lies! You're fucking lying," He hissed, his eyes now blazing with fury. "If you cared you wouldn't have played me! If you cared you wouldn't have married her! If you cared you would've been here when I first lost my job!"

"I am here now!"

"Too late! You've been late to everything thing in life but this is the one where you should've been on time," He had lost steam, his anger had run out and he broke down crying.

Shikamaru tried to hug him but Naruto shoved him away. "Don't touch me!"

"You only show up because you never liked people touching what you consider yours," Naruto was smirking, now he was beyond saving. "I'm not yours. Apparently, by your standards I never was."

"You're a whore."

Naruto smiled. "So what? It pays the bills and I get piped out. I gave you my virginity, you were the only one who wanted to touch me. But fuck, sex means nothing. Just chase the pleasure at the moment."

"I'm sorry."

"Save it, sorry for what? You made choices, I made choices and now we're two different people. I despise the sight of you. If you aren't here to pay for a session get the hell out. I have a full docket today."

"I ruined you."

"Maybe, but who knows. I'm still breathing," His eye went dull, blank. "You fucking ruined me but it's fine. I think I can die in peace. My blood is on your hands and you deserve that. Get out of my house."

Shikamaru was numb, looking at the Naruto now compared to the Naruto he had. It was jarring.

A knock came at the door and Shikamaru felt rage boiling over in their veins. Naruto started laughing. "You're welcome to watch, this one likes having an audience."

Naruto saw his pain and made mocking crying noises. "Are you going to pay for my time? I have to live somehow Shikamaru, if you aren't then you need to leave."

The blonde turned to the door, probably to yell that it was open. Inviting that scum into his apartment, between his legs. It drove him mad and he pulled out a wad of cash and tore the band off. The money was thrown around them. "I'll pay whatever your fucking rate is!"

This made Naruto's smirk widen. "I'm guessing you won't want my bed right?" He walked over, his sculpted naked body pressing to Shikamaru's expensive suit. He tugged Shikamaru's belt, his grin almost insatiable.

"Can I suck you off? Are you going to take me back to your place?"

"What's wrong with you?"

"I'm chasing the pleasure. Just thinking of my enemy fucking me makes me so wet," He admitted.

Shikamaru didn't fuck him in that apartment, it was disgusting. He fucked Naruto in his home, in his marital bed. The blonde had certainly learned new tricks as he rode him out, holding him down as he bounced and screamed his heart out in pleasure.

When it was his turn to take control he didn't hesitate to take him from behind, plowing unforgivably as he watched Naruto tear at the sheets. His cock arched and pulsed inside the slippery wet heat of his partner. He pulled Naruto back by his hair, pulling him upright so they could kiss.

Naruto was laughing and soon Shikamaru saw why, he could see Temari in the door frame.

He ignored her.

He kissed Naruto, burying his tongue down his throat, fondling his nipples, all in front of her.

He didn't care anymore. He had ruined everything, Naruto wasn't wrong. But he wasn't going to deprive himself of the blonde anymore. If paying was the only way Naruto would look at him now then he would pay, even if it cost him his marriage.