POV: Daniel
Time:8:00AM-9:00AM (LATER ON TIME CHANGES)
Warning:Body image talk, kissing, BF & GF stuff*we enters into the closet-room and I close the door behind me and locked it*
Me- sit down please
*regina sits down on the mattress*
Regina-wh-what's going on?
Me- Last night...today in the morning,you don't seem like yourself regina. Hey, look at me *i gently pull her chin up* I'm your boyfriend and your best friend you know you can tell me anything
*Regina bursts into tears and hugged me tight*
Regina-I look in the mirror and I see someone who makes me unhappy. I look around and see the beauty of other girls I wish I could be and realize they look nothing like me. Comparing myself has become a hobby, drain myself and become empty I say I don't care what others think but it's the only thing making me feel this depressed. I have mascara stains in my bed. I try hiding this all saying I'm fine but it's a lie. The damage I've caused myself is hard to believe
I'm stuck with the thoughts and it makes it hard to breathe. Filling the empty space to run from the pain,
It's a quiet battle in my head making me insane. Each day I feel more and more like I'm not enough.
Me- don't say that you are not enough. Your more than enough! Your an angel to me regina when I was suffering through depression you were the one who helped me. Now how long has this been going on for?
Regina- 3-4 months
Me-*in shock that i didn't realize until yesterday*
ok... hold this
*hands her a notebook*
Regina- what is this for?
Me- every negative thought or feeling you have write it down, with that I want you to write the date and why you feel that way or the thing you were doing before you felt that way. Also if you saw or heard a negative comment write it down.
Regina- o-ok but can you keep this between you and me for now please don't tell anyone else
Me- ok but we will go through that notebook daily and try not to be alone during the day and night unless your going to sleep ok
Regina-ok
Me- promise?
Regina- promise
Me- ok let's start editing because it's already 8:30
*we edit for 40 minutes and finally finish*
Me-I think we're done
Regina- ok
*we start to pick up the stuff and I start to open the door*
Regina-oh and Daniel thank you for the help, I.. I love you
*I close the door again*
Me-I love you too*i grab Regina's waist and gently pull her in and kiss her we let go after a few second than I kiss her again ever time I kiss her it, feels magical even tho we already have been dating for 10 months it's always magic, but then Regina let's go*
Regina- Chad and the others are probably going to wonder what we are doing come on let's go
Me-let them wonder stay here with me
*I tried to pull her in again but she lets go*
Regina- No come on let's go
Me- Fine
*Regina takes my advice and try's it to be alone, she didn't go on her phone as much as she usually did, which I honestly enjoyed, I liked spending time with my girl*
*12 HOUR LATER*
It's currently 9:00PM and we are all getting ready because we are going to watch a classic form Regina and My childhood and Melvin Vy and chads teen years, the movie is School Of Rock a favorite of me Regina and Melvin's I was 20 when's t came out Melvin was 13 and Regina was we finish getting stuff at 9:14 so we start the movie the movie ends at 10:04
Chad and vy- we are going to bed so good night y'all
Melvin-ima be in my room playing games I'd y'all need me
Regina and Me-Ok good night guys
*I start to walk towards My room and Regina pulls my arm*
Regina- Wait!
Me-Yea Regina?
Regina- Can you.. I don't know, maybe can you sleep with me for tonight?
Me- of course babe
*Regina smiles at me I can tell she's blushing a little bit*
Regina grabs my hand and pulls me into her room. She then went to the bathroom to change into her pjs and I did too, we had matching blue pj's and Regina stole my hoodie and put it on she also put her hair up into a messy bun, omg she looks so cute! And we sat down on her bed for a bit and talked until we fell asleep
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