MAXTUL: The reality

The 1st masturbation

Max's POV

I woke up around 9 am in the morning only to find the the other side empty. I almost start panicking when my eyes land on a stick note on the side table.
" I'm going to market to buy something... You know what it is😉 and Min n Milk left early in the morning and have prepared breakfast... Have it before I came back
Love you
Tul"

I smiled a bit before gathering courage to get out of bed. I went straight to brush my teeth and I suddenly feel the anxiety attack. My hands start trembling n some tears start rolling down my cheeks. I wasn't ready for it. I thought I was completely healed but no... I guess it will take time. I didn't want to faint here in the washroom. I keep looking at my reflection in the mirror. I focus my eyes on the reflection. Tul's smiling face start moving in front of my eyes lije a film. I somehow managed to move my hands so I turn on the tap with trembling hands and splash some water on my face. I keep on telling myself that everything is going to be good. After sometime I finally manage to get out of the hell. I was breathing heavily so I take a few long breath and took shower and change into new clothes. When I reached the kitchen... Tul was already there stocking up the refrigerator with fruits and ice cream.

You're awake..? Have you eaten the food?

I was just standing there looking at him he is smiling, he face has less of worry lines almost negligible. It was full of happiness and relief.

Maxiiii
He called me when I didn't respond.

Uhhh... I was waiting for you... Let's eat together...

Ok... Let me just warm up the food. You go take the seat.

Are you still in pain..? I asked while dragging the chair to sit on.

Not anymore... Don't worry.

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Max POV

He sent me back to the room while he was washing some dishes. I saw His diary lying on the side table. All these years I wondered what's written in it, now I will finally got to know. He gave me the authority. So I place the Pillow behind my back and sit sit comfortably on the bed and open the diary.

There was a into note on the 1st page.

Nana... You told me to write about my feelings when I found someone interesting. Here is the 1st person I found interesting.

MAX

Red handcuffs:

I was shocked to see Max with New, Tay told me he is New's best friend and is extremely honest and often get into fights because he can't stand people taking advantages of the weakness of others.
That's when I felt a little better about this man. Now I know why I got the punch. All my hatred goes away just like that. During the games I realized he actually care about his friend. I suddenly want to protect this boy, so when I touch him or hold him... I would make sure he is safe. Its not like he is fragile... Not affer that punch that make my cheek burn like fire but still I want to handle him with care.
And we somehow ended up in those red handcuffs. What caught my attention was... It was 1st time I saw someone pleasuring himself in front of me. I had my headphones on but it just stopped working in less than a minute. He was moaning and I could hear that... I can't turn around and tell him that the headphones are not working,... I was too involved in those moans and when he suddenly hold my hands and throw his head on my shoulder. Our backs touched each other and I found myself getting hard. I don't know how and why I'm like this but the feeling is beautiful. His moans are music to my ears... Louder they are harder I get down there. Am I a pervert? He suddenly fall on the bed with me on his back. When I roll over to the side... I see his face... It was red, sweaty eyes half closed and lips apart... A sudden urge to kiss those lips arises in my mind but I didn't do anything. His face and moans took to me to another world. When He reach his climax I realized I cum untouched. Fucking embarrassing... He used the tissues to save the bedsheets and thankfully I got one without him noticing. I pulled the blanket and cover us so he won't notice me cleaning my mess.