Amadeyo

PROLOGUE

The more you fall in love, the more you get hurt.

Mahal mo pero hindi ka kayang suklian.

Mahal ka pero binalewala mo lang dahil may mahal kang iba.

Minsan iisipin na lang na no one deserve to love and to be love.

Minsan din sa sobrang pagmamahal, you won't realize kung tama pa ba ang ginagawa mo...

Kung mali ba...

Sobra na ba...

O kulang...
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"I love you so much *sob* I can wait for you. W-we, we don't need to break up, please."

"I-I'm s-sorry *sob* Mahal din kita, Amadeyo mahal na mahal pero hindi ako ang karapat-dapat para sa'yo *sniffle* We have different status in life. I don't want to cause trouble for you at ayaw kong ipagkait ang dapat ay para sa'yo *hic* Look! I can only give pleasure but can't give you a child. I'm not a woman *sob*. You need someone who you can be proud of, who you deserve, who can give you satisfaction, and a successful one s-so let's end here *hic* G-goodbye."
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"Amadeyo, I love you for so long-since we were a child. Bakit hindi mo kayang suklian 'yon?! Ano ba ang meron siya na wala ako?! Nasa akin na ang lahat! Beauty, brain, wealth, sexy din naman ako, at kaya kitang bigyan ng anak kahit ilan ang gusto mo! B-bakit, *sob* bakit hindi na lang ako ang mahalin mo? *sob* P-piliin mo na lang ako, please?"

"How many times did I told you? I only look at you as my own sister, a friend and a family. I can't love you back. You're not idiot or stupid. You understand what I mean, do you?"
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He blocked me on social media. I can't even reach him through phone call. But still, I can't forget my love.

[I love you so much. I'll wait for you to return-no matter how long it will and no matter what it takes. I will definitely wait for you to return. If that happens, please return into my arms and let's fall in love with each other over again. You know you who are, who I am talking about. I am always here for you, don't hesitate to come back to me. I miss you damn so much.]

I posted this message on different social media platform just for him to read it. I know he will read it.