Ever since I was born I was abused...
Hated...
I don't know why...
What did I do to them..? I didn't do anything horrible to them... I'm innocent.. Aren't I..? My name is Yukki.. I was born on a cold dark winter night... When I was born my father left me and my mother...She wanted me to have a father so she got remarried... It was good at first then the incident happened... When I came back from school, my stepfather was beating my mom.. I was shocked.. I couldn't move.. All I did was stare.. He forced her to take off her clothes.. And he asked me the same.. We both obeyed and took of our clothes.. We were crying and screaming as he was beating us.. He left for an hour so that he can get bleach.. I asked my mom.."Mommy... What's happening...?" She tried to speak but she was crying and choking too much.. Then she smiled at me.. "Yukki its going to be okay.. I promise as long as we're together.. No one can hurt us..." I cried even more.. "So why are we letting them...?" I asked..
"What do you mean..?"
"Why are we letting them hurt us.. Abuse us.. We did nothing to them.."
"I don't know... I just want you to know something.. I might not live for a long time with him in my life.. So when I die I want you to runaway.. Runaway from reality... "
I've always thought life was kind of like winter.. Everything and everyone is cold and dead.. And when winter is over you go to spring.. Everything and everyone is young in spring...
He came back and he had bleach in his hand.. He forced my mother to drink it.. "No..!" She screamed as she slapped his face.. "Mommy...?" I cried quitely.. "Shut up little girl...!" He screamed at me.. I covered my mouth gently with my hands and obeyed him.. He was beating my Mom... Even harder with blood running down her leg... He almost put the bleach near our mouths but it got in our hair... Making my mom's brown hair into a bleached blonde.. And my dark raven into white hair... "You bitches are wasting my time.. I'm going to the bar to get a drink.." Then he pointed at my mom.. "I'll deal with you later..."
