I love Trix, but then there's that one part of me that's like, "You don't deserve blox. The Milk Incident taught you that love is temporary. 404 won't leave you, you'll make blox." And then the urge to make Soda uncomfortable so that blox likez me less is kicking in. I want love but I know damn well it isn't gonna last. The suicide related posts on Trix'z mezzage board don't help the situation. The same part of me is like "Blox should commit suicide. You should never deserve love after the Milk Incident."