Advantage

Workship

I woke up slowly opening my eyes adjusting to the light as I remembered what happened yesterday, I moved quickly looking at my watch.

Fuck I am going to be late, I should have slept instead of.. my head flashed me all kinds of things I did to myself yesterday while picturing p'earth.

I left my bed to prepare as I needed to be quick. I decided to call Earth and have breakfast together as we still have half an hour.

"Good morning khaaab"I said as Earth entered with coffee in his hands."good morning khab,did you sleep well"he asked and I nodded smiling.

We decided to eat in the kitchen since we're in hurry and we're lazy to tidy up after eating."get ready mix we've to go" he said looking at his watch and I nodded going up to fetch my things.

We went to the car and he drove as always, I tried to contain the urge to pull him and kiss him right now but thought of something else instead.

As we arrived I started feeling anxious about this. I should have just let him do whatever, go fuck yourself mix with all the jealousy.

"Ah welcome love birds, you're late" as we entered p'aof said and I blushed because how he addressed us."sorry phi" I said forcing a smile and went inside the studio.

"So this kind of a chemistry test,we will do like what normally couples do too so we can see if your chemistry in front of camera hit it off or not" p'aof said and my ears was burning at that rate.

"Now hold hands"he said and it was kinda easy cause we held hands all the time. I grabbed both his hands and smiled to myself because of the temperature of his hands, always warm.

"No mix look him in the eyes"he inquired and I gulped nervously looking up at those eyes which always immersed me.

He grabbed my head and I startled backing off, you'll make my heart explode Earth."now kiss"he said and my stomach started flipping.

"Don't be afraid mix"Earth said with that deep voice that calmed me and turned me on at the same time, "come on it's not like you're kissing someone for the first time" p'aof finished and my smile dropped .

It is really my first time kissing someone, and thanks to you of course I get to do it with my long life crush. Earth grabbed my head and nodded slowly reassuring me.

I nodded and he pecked my lips putting me on fire. I closed my eyes trying to contain what I am feeling right now. I know he would never do this and he probably done this with so many people before and he feels nothing but I am dying inside.

Can't he just pull me on his lap or something like what happens in dramas, isn't this a drama after all. I opened my eyes and I saw concern in his eyes. I nodded slightly trying to force a smile so he can be reassured.

"Okay take a break" p'aof said and left the room leaving me with him alone."I'm sorry I know it's your first time and there's people, are you okay?" He asked and I shook my head lightly smiling.

"I'm okay khab don't worry" I said and he nodded holding my hands again. I tried to hide my blush while smiling nervously. He caught my lips and my eyes widened, I held onto his shoulders and pushed him slightly back but the sensation was taking over me.

My body refuses to obey and my heart was going to burst. He pulled back and I breathed heavily still closing my eyes."open your eyes mix" he said with that demanding sharp tone that drove me crazy.

"Yes"I opened my eyes and looked into his eyes,"you were kissing back" he said and my ears burnt from embarrassment and I looked down at our hands.

"You will do great, I trust you" he finished and I couldn't bring myself not to hug him, it's not our first time hugging but it felt like I am more relaxed now.

"Oh you improved without me" p'aof said as he entered and we separated smiling awkwardly."now I want you to practice this scene and you free to go today" he said and we nodded.

He handed us the script and highlighted what we have to say. I read it quietly trying to bottle up the flood of excitement I am experiencing. Every now and then Earth would glance at me to make sure I am okay.

Please how could I be not so in love with you.

It was a parting away scene and I cried my eyes out multiple times while trying it. I hugged him multiple times too and that's what is great about it. Touching him or just sitting there watching him it's a bless for my soul for sure.

"Let's go grab lunch before going back" Earth said and I nodded happily why would I refuse anyway. Earth insisted on driving and I agreed moving to the other seat.

We decided to go to a local restaurant as we don't want to take attention. "Mix what do you think of what happened today" he asked casually and my heart started bouncing again.

"Do you do this often"I asked and I wanted to slap myself,why would I ask with that tone. It's look like I am jealous. Well I am but he can't know this."I guess no because I didn't have a main lead role since waterboyy" he said and I nodded trying to hide the sadness I am feeling.

"Ohh you did practice this before with p'new" I said and tried my best to sound casual."of course not, Tay would have killed me" he said and I raised my eyebrows in confusion.

"Oh you Don't know they're dating"he asked and I shook my head,"I knew but I didn't know they were dating at that time too"I finished and he nodded understanding.

"They started dating after kiss the series and I took the role of Tay in waterboyy because I was suited for it more but I guess our ship didn't hit it off like theirs"he finished and I nodded agreeing to his opinion.

"Let's go back you drive"he said and I huffed in annoyence."fine"I said and moved to the drivers seat. "I will go now"I said parking the car in front of my condo.

"You should have stayed at my place since we're traveling tomorrow early" he said and I know I should have done that but how can I when you move half naked all the time.

I know it's your house but I get turned on sir."I wanna check if I packed all my stuff besides I will go fetch mum and dad"I said and he nodded thoughtfully.

Going to trips with our families isn't a weird thing for us since our families know each other. I wanted to be us alone tho but it's all in my dreams.

"Good night" he said and drove away leaving me standing there regreting my whole existence. I should have fell in love with my ass instead.