Shit bro your in deep

Angst

No real person that this is based around

I ran away... I hear his footsteps chasing after me. Through the familiar streets of New York, my feet guided me through the streets I call home. His footsteps started to grow silent so I slowed to a fast walk. My thoughts were racing as I came upon Central Park, i sat on a bench trying to catch my breath, that's when i saw him approaching me, i got up to leave and start walking away until i heard his voice...

"why did you run"

"i couldn't do it" 

"Do what"

"Fall in love with you"

I saw his face fall it was almost like i saw his heart break into a million pieces. I didn't want to hurt him, I didn't want to get hurt. I was stuck in a stalemate between my brain and my heart.

"What did I do wrong" He muttered, his voice breaking midway through the sentence.

"Nothing"

"Then why cant you love me?"

"That's the thing I really like you, but im scared."

"What are you scared of"

I look into his eyes, I see the boy I wake up every day wanting to see. The man I want to spend the rest of my life with, the first person i can see a future with. My Boy... I was silent. I was suck with a dilemma. Do I tell him the truth and risk getting hurt down the road or lie and break both our hearts right now.

"Please say something I love you" He mutters, tears threatening to fall from his eyes.

"I think I'm in love with you, and that fucking terrifies me"