Caught in the Flames of Failure.

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anymore, I release him from my grip, from everything, I authorize Riki to save her lover and companion, Guy.
( I came to save the being I also loved )

I see him leaving with his loved one… ( love? I failed at this, there is no room for me;)

I think I must have been in a queue. ( I must have been at the very end;)

I’d like to cry, but I don’t have that option. (I resent my creator a little bit for that;)

I think I was aiming for heaven for him. ( But look at me… I’m at the bottom;)

I heard the sound of my loss, the flames made a cracking sound and the heat permeated my artificial body. Blocks of stone fell into shrapnel on the ground all around me, sometimes I received debris. ( I feel nothing as a Blondie;)

I never got tired of pursuing the person I love. ( on the contrary… I wanted to tire him out of fighting with me, he hates me for it;)

I trained him in a training so that he could become the pet of a Blondie master. ( he trained me in return in infinite love…;)

I find myself alone, without anything, without anyone next to me. ( I was hoping for what?... )

I am nailed to the ground by lying in a pool of blood waiting for everything to end. ( am I punished to be so? I regret nothing;)

Can I say it? As Android is the perfect creation. Would I have a little humanity if I said it? ( I am tired;)

I look at the exit that Riki borrowed, the flames made a little light, I didn’t see him anymore. (he was gone;)

the flames do not cease to stop, the daylight becomes dark due to the flames that approach and spread. (I will soon sink...) ;

The sounds of the stones were heard more and more, no longer stopping in their falls. But a shadow appeared. My systems made a thud in an electric shock as I saw him again… he was there… he was coming back to me… 

< Ri… Riki… >

< But… Why?... >

I want to come back and be with you, without a binding ring, around me. But with a heart that beats, just for you, don’t abandon me. There you go. why…

                            THE END

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