Confused

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Hello children! Sorry I haven't added a new chapter in like forever. With that being said

Enjoy

Jinx POV:
I was a little stunned at first to see Vi stepping out of the shadows. But I slowly faded into normal face.

Honestly I'm not surprised. I mean I've known Vi has been alive for like two years now, I've even occasionally seen her walking around Zaun every now and then . She never saw me back, which I'm kinda thankful for. It just brings so many bad memories for her to even acknowledge me.

" How you been?" Vi asked putting her hands in her pockets. She didn't look like she had much to say considering that I stepped out to tell her who I really am the day I... killed silco. I hope that she finally accepted that. And that I'm fine with who I am. Jinx. Not Powder.

"Good I guess." I said awkwardly looking at her. She chuckled slightly. "What?" I asked confused. "It's just... we had two long time periods before we finally see each other again. It's kinda weird." She said smiling a little. " Yeah it is." I said looking to the side as I felt a rush of sadness pass over me. "What you been up to?" She asked with her hands still in her pockets. "Just kinda living alone." I lied. I didn't really want to bring up y/n right now. It just didn't feel right.

Up till now this whole talk felt like we just met each other. It felt so casual.

Vi POV:
Ok I'll be honest, I'm over the whole " I believe that powders still in there." thing. I've come to an understanding that there's just...no hope in trying to bring back the Pow-pow I know and love. Sad but true.

Jinx POV :
I felt like tearing up. I slowly walked away until heard Vi say "Jinx?" I widened my eyes as I turned around. " I'm sorry." She said looking down on the floor as if she was ashamed of something. Did she really call me Jinx? A part of me feels relieved, and another feels insulted. She finally accepted me for who I am now, but that was the last thing she called me after Vander died.

"What did you say?" I said almost angry. "I said I'm sorry." She replied. "No the thing before that." I said taking a step closer towards her. " What? Your name?" She said slightly smiling. "You-" I started but she interrupted. " Jinx, I know there's no way to bring you back to how you were before...and it's my fault. You won't ever be my sweet little Pow-pow and...I'm sorry." Vi said as she looked at me with a gentle look on her face. I look at her with fear. I never thought I'd see the day Vi would accept me for who I am. But it's almost like she doesn't love me unconditionally anymore.

" I understand." I say with an empty expression. She just smiles at me. "You love Powder, not your sister." I say bolting out of the abandoned structure with tears flying out of my eyes. I can hear Vi yelling my name in the distance.

I immediately run back to y/n cause she's my safe place at this point. I find our building and burst through the door as I sobbed uncontrollably. Y/n was sitting at a corner and quickly ran over to me. " Are you ok Jinx?!" She exclaimed, grabbing my shoulder one hand and putting her other on my cheek as she used her thumb to wipe my face. I plant my head into her chest as I continue to cry.

She leads to the bed and places me next to her as we sit down on the mattress. I place my chin on her shoulder and hug her tightly.

After I calm down she very gently pushes me off her and asks "What happened?" I simply replied with "Acceptance happened...Acceptance."

There you have it. Again sorry for not posting in centuries. I literally have no excuses, I had so much free time to write this and just kinda ignored it. So that's all for now.

Bye ✌️

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