As I started to feel my body again I felt people pulling on my clothes and people talking very loudly. As I tried to open my eyes a bright light shine in my eyes people started pulling on me and trying to move me to different places. I felt a sharp pain in my head and all of the sudden everything went black. When I woke up I had a really bad pain in my neck and head like I was being stabbed. As I laid there I tried to open my eyes but it was too hard to see everything was hazy and blurry. After a few minutes of blinking I could finally see again my vision came back. As I sat up I realize there is a bed across from mine and I was in a hospital. I went into panic mode because I had realized they had changed my clothes and that they must have seen the cuts and scars on my legs and arms. I tried to stand up to see who was in the bed across from me but it was very hard due to the cords stuck into my arms where they had been pumping blood into me. I managed to make myself get up and as I walked I felt the cords being pulled out my arm and the blood dripping down my arm and onto the floor. I finally reached the bed and as I started to move the covers off of the person I realized it was my brother. I just stood there and sobbed I had no idea what to do as I lay down by his corpse I was very upset and someone began to knock on the door before they entered.
