ASHANTI POV.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS ON YOUR NECK. I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME, BUT CLEARLY YOU DONT". Not wanting to bring up the past I said, "THIS IS THE SAME SHIT YOU TRIED WHEN YOU FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT. YOU ABANDONED ME...REMEMBER, DO YOU EVEN CARE"? Still crying I gabbed Kayla out of the car seat and walked off to my car. August tried pulling me back, but I slapped the shit outta' him. I'm so done with boys. I think I needa' girlfriend...
I decided to head back home, since tjere was nobody to run to. The mail box was full;My phone was cut off and was filled with bills over due. I poured Kayla some apple juice, and washed the dishes. I cooked some mashed potatoes with gravy and set off Kayla, off to sleep. Putting her in the bed she quickly drifted off to sleep. I love my baby girl, sticking up to a promise in raising her.
August cheating on me brought up the fact when I tried once tried aborting my baby. I walked into the clinic full of bums, and broke bitches. I layed on the bed, with my legs tightly closed, like wet paper. "Okay ma'am, I need up to open up your legs". I shook, and thought about what mama said about killing an innocent life. The doctor cleaned off the sharp tools and tried to enter me. I got up and ran away. "I can't do this, I can't do this-".
Taking a deep breathe, I closed the windows and got on my labtop. It's time for me to step up my game. I needa' stop living off the streets, along with my brothers. This life isn't what I committed to, after graduating highschool. I typed in the search engine, career jobs, and thought about being a fashion designer. Should I?
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