• 𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 • || 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 ✯

10

I always go to Shoko's clinic for her to test me. I agree as always.

Kugisaki, Megumi, and Itadori were assigned by Satoru to go on a mission as usual.

Since they're on the mission, I've got nothing to do unless do some unlimited paperworks that we're assigned to do. And guess what? Satoru's lazing around in my room.

"Hey." I called.

"Hmmm?" He hummed in a lazy tone.

"You're just wasting your time." I said emotionlessly and he just stared at me.

"Ahhhh! It's so boring doing all that tasks!-" he said stretching.

"It's not about that." You said as you turn to look at him.

"Hm?" He hummed in confusion.

"Why make it difficult? Satoru, isn't tiring for a person to beg that they'll remember them?" I said in a serious face.

He sat down properly and looked very confused.

"Wha-"

"I know you're unhappy that my memories were unrecalled. Don't you think it's a waste of time to bring it back? That. Shoko has been doing it forever. Isn't that a lot of work?" I said emotionlessly.

There arc all kinds of unhappy people in this world. Them. Reviving a memory is just a pain in my judgement. Because it's may take forever, don't you think? They've been searching for like 6 months and no, have they find a single clue? No.

"It may take forever for fuck's sake but even if this ever cause my soul, I'll do it." He said seriously.

"And what's the purpose on loving me when you're gone? What's the purpose on me loving you when you we're gone? Marry your skeleton?" I said.

"Wha- No Idiot!" He said in a defeated tone.

"But... What do you mean?" He asked full of curiosity.

"I want you to kill me."

His heart stopped beating for a second. Looked at me at a slight horror expression. That's the first time I saw Satoru with that expression, but I didn't hesitate to not care.

"..."

He stayed quiet.

I stood up at where I am sitting at  wanting to go outside. Overthink. However, i felt a cold (not that) hand grabbed my arm as if it's telling me to 'stay here'.

Of course it's Satoru.

But when I looked up to stop him, i suddenly felt a heavy feeling in my chest.

His emotionless look stared at me.

I haven't felt this miserable before not until that expression on him.

It's awful. I hate it. Please stop it. I hate this. It hurts me... I'm...

Sorry...

"Sa-" I was suppose to say something but he cut me by his emotionless word.

He said the most hurtful one.

"What if I didn't know you?"

"What if we never met?"

"What if I didn't loved you?"

I never extremely felt emotional to words like that. But this...

It felt like I was stabbed from the back- no... It felt more trenchant than that.

My eyes widened upon hearing that words.

"It's better right?" He smiled painfully letting go of my hand.

I wasn't able to move. I don't understand.

"If only this is easy as the words you told me... But... It's too hard that it will haunt me for the rest of my life until I take my own life causing of depression..." He said drearily. You can hear the pain in his voice.

I stayed silent.

"...if I killed you, and then kill myself right away, would it be better...?" He asked himself as my body moved on it's own.

I slapped him.

His eyes widened at my sudden movement.

A tear flowed down to my cheeks from my eyes.

"Akaoni... Bring my soul to it's realm." I whispered as Satoru just stared at me. I can't tell what he's feeling.

"Understood." He said bringing me to my realm.

Satoru was more confuse than confuse when Y/n collapsed in the ground when she whispered that.

"Y/n!?" His expressionless face turned into a worried one as he carried Y/n in panic.

"Sorry"

"Sorry"

"Sorry"

"Sorry"

"Sorry"

"Sorry"

That's all was he's thinking while staring at Y/n's body.

He had his tears flowing down in his cheek not stopping as he panicked more.

In other hand, Shoko and Utahime saw the scene where Satoru's carrying her lifeless-like body as they both run towards the room.

"Wha-! What are you doing, Gojo!?" Utahime said.

Shoko had the same expression as her senior, Utahime.

Satoru didn't talk and didn't even bother to look at the two. He's still looking at her as he wiped his tears that flowed in her face.

He had a lifeless-life expression, pale in other words.

Satoru Gojo had always been so energetic and lively describing his actions. But now, it's like a first time that he looked like that. Same expression that happened like 17 years ago.

He's been like that for a week now. But he still chose to be a lively teacher but the ache isn't fading.

Y/n was taken to Shoko's clinic after Utahime and Shoko saw the scene.

She hadn't woke up yet.

"I promise you that you will have your memories back. Well then, I will take my leave now..." Satoru whispered in front of the clinic before leaving.

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