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I love my mum, I like her, I don't mind her, I don't hate her, I hate her!
It's complicated. She never hits me and she makes sure I'm safe and fed. She's doesn't drink and she doesn't do drugs. She's not too strict or too leniant. She's not perfect though. She likes to remind me how hard she works and how I never do enough. She loves to blame me for everything. It's like I can never do anything right. Sometimes I feel guilty for being her daughter. She makes me feel like I ruined her life the moment I was born. She would never say that but I can just tell.

I love my friends but whenever I go to their house's I get so jealous because they have the nicest parents (who would never make them feel bad for existing). Sometimes I get angry when my friends complain about their parents. They just don't see how lucky they are but I would never say anything to them. I couldn't because they wouldn't understand. The kind of abuse I get never leaves marks or bruises and I've never been kicked out. I don't think anyone would even believe me. I don't have anyone to tell anyway.