Chapter 19

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Steven Pov.

In and out. In and out. Is not like he is suddenly dating that twink right? He is just going on a date with the guy, no hard feelings. But what if he likes him then and dates him.

I groaned at how jealous I heard and smash my face more in the pillow. I was currently at Marcus house and it was 7 am. I couldn't sleep since this thoughts have been running my mind all night and it's worrying me sick.

Maybe I was to late to realize my feelings and he doesn't like me. But still I grew upset to see him with someone else even if it was very selfish of me.

I got up silently not to wake Marcus and Indira and got out of the room. I reached the front door and gripped the handle so it wouldn't make a sound.

"Where do you think you're going?" A voice boomed behind me and I jumped in terror. I spin to face a sleepy but confused Indira.

"Out" I mumbled. Please don't come with me, please don't.

"Then I'm going with you, like it or not" she ordered and grabbed her shoes. I nodded bitterly cursing at the gods who gave me such bad luck and headed out.

It was a brisk moment of silence between the two of us as we walked trough the park. It was very silent and dark but the sound of the rustling of leaves as the wind blew and the water of the fountain flowing make me relax a little.

"What is going trough your mind? What has been bothering you lately? Indira questioned as we sat in a bench close to the pond which was in the middle of the park.

"Marcus" I replied hastily and she raised an eyebrow at me.

"Are you still uncomfortable with his sexuality?" She ask growing curious.

"I never was... well I was but is not that" I replied.

"Then tell me boy" she ushered and I look at her weirded out.

"You sounded like an old person talking seriously to a child" I pointed and she chuckle.

"I realize that I have feelings of more than friends to Marcus" I confessed and she look in utter shock. Only the sound of crickets, the water, the pounding of my heart and her shallow breaths could be heard.

After her shock died down she shook her head mumbling 'oh my god' and 'it is more easy than I thought'. I was beyond confused at what she meant but I let her rant as she seemed to calm down a little.

She grinned at me after a brief moment, "Marcus is going to be so happy" she cheered jumping around like a kangaroo on crack.

"Can you stop" I finally said and she stopped and skip towards me.

"We should hook you up because he likes you too and we can-" i cut her off.

"He likes me" I shutter and a look of realization cross her face.

"I wasn't suppose to tell you that. But never mind we cannot let him go on that date with... with umm. What was his name again?" She asked

"Trevor" I replied.

"Yeah we cannot let him. Thats why you, me and Bernett are going to ruin the date" she plan and I look at her questioningly. Why Bernett is envolved in this?Sensing my confusion she kept speaking, "he needed help with his love for Sean. I little bird told me that his parents would be there along with him"

I nodded but then my eyes widen at the news. Bernett is gay and he likes Sean? I didn't see that coming. Neither that Marcus return the feelings that I had for him.

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