Worship the Leader | ᴋᴏᴏᴋɴᴀᴍ

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Jungkook was madly in love with his bandmate and leader Namjoon since they debuted, and that love increased over the years. Every second he was near him, every time their eyes met it was heaven to the little Jungkook. But he never had the chance to say it out loud, not even to his closest friends nor other band members.
He always waited for that one day when he was an adult. He waited until he had the guts to say it to him without squirming. Jungkook really tried so many times, but his mind went blank every time. Watching Namjoon and his whole ass body, a 3-course meal with the personality of an angel and the mind of a demon. Sure it was a rough task to complete.

But now Jungkook, a 22 year old bulky sweetheart, went all the way to Namjoon's Studio. He remembered that the last time he did the same, but the words didn't even come out of his mouth as his leader stared at him deeply in the eye. This time he was cautious and very silent as he entered the studio. Maybe Namjoon noticed something was strange, and just rolled with it, but Kook didn't even want to think about overthinking.

"So what's up? You wanted to talk about something?"

"Yes. I've been struggling with something for the past years but I didn't want to say it to anyone because I was scared."

"Scared? What happened?" He was obviously concerned, so they sat on the couch next to the computer where Namjoon was working. They held hands and Jungkook just wanted to leave.

"I know there will be consequences because of what I'm going to say." Namjoon was looking at him with sweet eyes. "I really... Really like you."

"Oh." The eldest in the room petted Jungkook's hair and without a word, both of them layed down onto the couch, Namjoon almost falling, but not even bothering about it. "I knew. You finally said it."

Jungkook stared at him with a surprised gaze, but instead of making a sound, he just leaned down for kissing the other's nose. He wasn't thinking, but Joon seemed grateful and even kissed Kook's forehead between his long hair.

"You weren't really trying to hide it, Googie. Even Army noticed it."

"But you don't have to confirm it, please. Our careers would be involved."

"That's why it is our little secret."

"Wait, you like me back?"

"How wouldn't I? Have you seen yourself these days? Sometimes I can't even handle standing straight next to you." He laughed.

"This turned out better than expected."

"You expected me to reject you?"

"To reject me, point me out for being weird, throw me out of the group, and on and on." Kook snuggled into Namjoon's chest. "A tiny part of me thought that. But now it's magical, I can feel you and I can finally praise you all I want."

Namjoon hugged him and planted little kisses into Jungkook's hair.

"Just remember I would never do something like that. Okay?" They stayed like that for a while, until Namjoon really fell off the couch.

They spent their time together for almost a week, until they eventually sneaked to each other's room at night to sleep with the other.
The first time they did it, it was Jungkook who went to Namjoon's room. He crawled up to the bed and back hugged his now boyfriend (even if he described themselves as partners in crime) and giggled between neck kisses.
Joon wanted to relax, but Kook accidentally sucked a little too much on his neck and moaned.

Jungkook was surprised, he heard Namjoon moan from time to time in the old studio. He had so much porn on that shared computer, it was just the matter of time to hear him being a little neglected. But nothing was like that.