y/n's Pov
It was usual friday evening, feeling exhausted from arguing with my toxic step mother. I just couldn't anymore. I had nothing else to do that would help me. I went into my small bathroom, opened little box hidden on the top shelf, and inside was small, shiny, sharp piece of metal.
I looked at it for a moment.
'Should I?'
I thought to myself. There isn't any other way...
I took the blade out of the little box and I sat down on the cold tiled floor. I rolled up my left sleeve and looked at all the partly healed cuts.
'Just a few times'
I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and slid the blade across my wrist, feeling the relieving sting, I did so three more times, blood slowly dripping on the white tiles. I sat on the floor in the same position for another fifteen minutes.
I stood up, cleaned all the blood from my arm and the floor, I grabbed bandage from my drawer under the sink and wrapped my arm up. As soon as I did so, someone knocked on my bedroom door.
I rolled the sleeve back down, quickly washed my face with cold water to wash of the dryed tears. I got to the door and opened it, it was Colby, my boyfriend of year and a half.
"Surprise baby!" he half screamed hugging me and giving me a rose afterwards.
"Soo, how was your day honey?" he asked with warm smile, but the smile dropped as soon as he saw my reddish eyes.
"Is everything alright baby?" he asked with concerned eyes.
"Yea, I am just so happy you're here. I didn't expect you to surprise me tonight."
He just nodded, but I could tell he didn't believe me.
He took me by my arm as i slightly winced at the painful sting. He noticed 'oh fuck'
"Baby..." I think he knows, fuck...
I just kept looking at the ground, I had nothing to say, I couldn't even look him in the eyes, I felt so ashamed.
"Baby, please talk to me, I won't force you to show me your arm, but just talk to me, tell me what happened that made you do that..."
he grabbed my chin with his thumb and his index finger and made me look at him. I just saw worried tiers in his eyes... I didn't want to hurt him
"I'm sorry Colby, so sorry..." I whispered on the edge of crying.
"No, no, no, you have nothing to be sorry about, not at all, okay?"
I just nodded and closed my eyes to stop the tears from falling down my cheek.
One slipped out, slowly rolling down my face, I felt Colbys hand slightly grab my cheek and wiping the tear away with his thumb.
"Should we lay down and cuddle?" He suggests.
"yeah, sure" I whispered slightly smiling, realizing how much I love this boy.
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hey guyys, this is my first CB Imagine ever and well, let's say I am kinda happy with how it turned out.
