Love TO Lose

Jelousy and Acceptance

Something seemed really different about max , he was more wild and cocky than I left him , he actually asked if I could date him to in secret and then laughed , but he seemed really serious at first , he would never had said such a thing before , he always respected me , I couldn't get it off my mind and to top it up , my first love and my supposed to be boyfriend who should I choose .
Bright walked into my class and dragged me out he wanted to speak to me , he was in such a hurry so I thought something was wrong , when I  got there I saw boxes of chocolate and a bouquet of roses , I was quite surprised but there's a problem , do you like it he asked ? Well I..., Shssh he placed his hand on my lips and said before you will start complaining I  didn't know which one you would like so I bought all the chocolates , since my friends said that all girls love chocolates , but I stuttered bu..t I am allergic to chocolates I only love vanilla and strawberries flavoured food ,I held my ears and said sorry but you should have asked me . Well if you have nothing else to say I have to go now , I turned and saw the television , the girl I encouraged max to chase after was now engaged to her rich billionaire boyfriend , the met at the airport that day and fell in love at first glance at least that's what they said in the news , I was heartbroken and at the same time angry with myself , what have I done . I looked back at bright and he was on one knee saying something I didn't her , all I could think of was going to max , I just brushed him off and said I have to go and I ran out , I looked at my phone and saw max last post 5 mins ago he is at home , so I went to his house , I was really bothered and already crying , the house keeper said she would get max , the moment I saw him I gave him a tight hug , I am sorry , I didn't know it would turn out this way , I shouldn't have advised you to go after her and as your friend I failed to see your pain forgive me , I cried bitterly then he hugged me to tightly and also began to cry , he then pulled me away and wiped my tears looking straight into my eyes , it isn't your fault you did what you thought best okay , and stop crying  , aren't you here to console me and you're crying harder than me , he gave me a hug again , so I stopped crying we both looked at each other and we almost kissed when bright's smily face flashed in front of my eyes so I looked away and there was bright just at a corner , looking angry and squeezing the rose on his hand as though he was strangling some but that wasn't my problems , until I looked and he was bleeding , I have no Idea what happened to me all I know is I felt my heart skip in pain , so I rushed straight to him , why are you so careless , you're in so much pain look at the blood , you should not have done this I took a my skirt tore a piece and tied it around his wound , l looked at him , what are you doing here ? Did you follow me ? And how long have you been standing here , he was fearfully silence and stiff until I pulled his other arm come on let's go and get this properly treated . He went bizarre , let go of me be said as tears dropped from his eyes , let go of me now!! , To think that I wanted to officially ask you out , you left me kneeling there for him , go on choose him ! Everybody leaves at the end afterall and you! , You are no exception , I was ready to do anything for you and now this! It's over! I done ! Bri...ght let me ex.....  Before I could complete my statement he left , I don't know why but I felt heartbroken , I have fallen in love with bright for sure, max was there so he gave me a hug and max he didn't even look back.
It was a new morning but felt like my life was over , I decided to go to my  church service  after school , I was ready to leave when max called he wanted us to go on an official date , since it was over with bright , I couldn't refuse he was so persistent and what was the harm I liked him  before, so maybe I owe him a chance , but throughout everything reminded me of bright , his tender yet annoying attitude , his sweet smile , his touch , his overprotective nature , his jealousy , his jokes and how he made me smile I laughed for a while and then I remembered ooh , I was sad again , max tried but nothing could cheer me up . We got to the mall , when two girls where trash talking bright, I just couldn't stand it , I pulled her by the hair and said don't you ever dare to talk about my boyfriend!!! In that way , everywhere suddenly became silent , then the huh sound came , I looked at max shooked my head and ran away ,  I went home.
  I was in my room when brights sister called me to ask what happened , max had dared bright to a fight and bright accepted , she said he came angrily out of the house and only I could stop him , I enquired about the location , sneaked out of my house and  went to them on getting there they were both bleeding but at the same time they shooked each others hand an said we cool . Max turned to me and said I fixed it okay , now it's left for both of you he smiled at me and said to bright , she called you her boyfriend in public and then he left the both of us there , we talked for a while , and of course I confessed my feelings and love for bright to him and he did same we kissed each other for a while and then he decided to walk me home , he was so romantic , he would kiss me every 10 minutes , until I got to my estate , the gates had been closed it was past 1 am  and they would only open it at 5 am . I had no where to stay so bright decided we go to a hotel , he had the best room for us , if course his parents owned the hotel , a five star . According to him all the rooms where occupied , he had to pull a lot of strings to get this one  and he couldn't go home ,so we would have to share a room , I trusted him so I agreed , but with all the heat even the all the AC was working fine and between the 10 minutes kissing , he ended up sleeping with me , I could say it was the best and the most regretted night of my life , but at first I thought it to be true love But the coming days were going to prove me right or wrong, I just had to wait ..

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