I took a deep breath and smiled when she almost jumped on me but Jasper stopped her, by catching her before she could land on me. When she asked me about little Rosalind I started to shake all over. Kindly while holding onto her, Edward explained to Ruby that she was my daughter, and that I would be taking care of her. After this happened Ruby backed towards the door. She had started to cry, and I was getting scared.
"You don't like me anymore sissy?"
"No I love you so much Ruby. And now I love Rosalind to."
"You don't love me!"
And with that she turned around and ran through the door and out into the hallway. I started to cry, it had turned out to be the opposite of what I was thinking. Ruby now hated me because of Rosalind had come into our lives. Now I hated myself for it, I didn't know what to think.
"Jasper go find Ruby and calm her down, please. While I calm her down." Edward commanded to Jasper, and with a nod Jasper turned and went to calm down Ruby.
"I don't want to talk Edward, now I don't know what to do. Maybe just commit suicide I'm a burden to everyone here, you are just too nice to say it."
Edward said no and then stopped talking and looked at the door, I looked at the door just as Ruby ran towards me arms wide, like she wanted to hug me. Me! We both fell asleep in each other's arms. I slept till noon the next day. As I woke up I realized that it was nearly noon and I had only 7 and a half hours till Zayne would pick me up to take me to a dance.
I woke up with a sudden jolt. I looked around me and looked at the clock. Crap! I had only 1 hour to get ready for the dance, I had slept 6 and a half hours without meaning to. But at least I knew what I wanted to wear I carefully stood up with Ruby in my arms. I was careful on not waking up Ruby she had been through a lot in the past few hours so I didn't blame her for sleeping. As I got up I went down the stairs, I was already getting stronger or so I thought. As I went to the kitchen I saw my reflexion in the mirror something had changed something very different. Was I no that couldn't...I...Am...A...Vampire! I just had to ask them, myself! I heard Edward tell someone that I was coming. I had no idea because Carlisle was there IMMEDIATELY.
"Carlisle am I a vampire? I feel different... like I'm not human. Tell me the truth. Right now, please!"
"No you aren't what happened is that while you gave birth one of the nurses turned on me and bit you I had to suck the venom out of you but you are still going to have that scar. That is what happened I'm not lying, that is the truth. "
"How come you didn't tell me earlier? I don't understand."
I got no reply. I looked at him and he gave the look of concern but I then totally realized that him and I had a bump in the road, a huge bump in fact something is changing, and it is nothing that I can do to change that all that I could do is end it. End it all. No, I thought to myself you can't do that part of me said to myself, not wanting to it.
