Sebastian Smythe X Male Reader

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See this story was halfway done then I just left it for months so I have no idea where it was going but you're welcome anyways
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"Will you go out with me just once?" He wasn't going to stop bugging you until you said yes. "Ok fine one date don't blow it Sebastian." He smiled. "Don't worry I won't." You scoffed and rolled your eyes walking away. To be completely honest you liked Sebastian a lot but there was one problem Blaine you saw how Sebastian just looked at him you knew you never had a chance which is why you tried to reject Sebastian before you got hurt but you could never directly say no to him you didn't want to.

     You walked into the room giving Sebastian a small kiss on the cheek. You tried to walk away but he pulled you back taking his other hand out his pocket and wrapping it around your waist. "Good morning baby." He said and smiled making you blush slightly. "Good morning." You said biting you lip and looking down. He lifted your head up leaning in stopping right before his lips touched yours. "Now give me a real kiss hm?" You nodded and kissed him for a few seconds before pulling away. You gave him a quick smile before walking to sit on the couch but he followed you sitting down next to you. He turned slightly laying down on your lap you couldn't keep eye contact with him for long so you looked at your hands fiddling with your fingers. "Oh come on Y/N you've been like this since I first asked you out I know you like me so what's wrong?" Your eyes widened as you quickly stood up almost knocking Sebastian off the couch. "Nothing- I- What are you talking about? I have to go." You said quickly trying not to stutter as you ran out the room.

      You were sitting cafeteria drinking water when Sebastian sat next to you. You almost spat your water out but you gulped it down. "Sebastian..hi how are you?" He looked furious. "How am I? That's it? You've completely ignored me for two days Y/N!" It was true you purposely went to your classes a different way, skipped the classes you had with him, ignored his texts not to mention his calls, skipped glee and even ran the opposite way when you saw him anywhere. "What do you mean I saw you in the hallway just a few minutes ago." You said playing dumb and he balled up his fists. "Yea then you turned around and sprinted the other way." You smiled awkwardly and he grabbed your hand practically dragging you down the halls. He entered the lounge and sat on the couch not letting go of your arm. "Tell me what's wrong." He said and you looked at him letting out a sigh. "You're right Sebastian there is something wrong and I do like you but the problem is you don't feel the same." He raised his eyebrow and opened his mouth to talk but you cut him off kissing him. "When I kissed you just now were you thinking of me or Blaine?" His eyes widened. "Y/N what are you talking about?" You pulled your arm away from him softly before standing up. "You don't like me Sebastian you like Blaine it's obvious that's why I never went for you." You said tears welling up in your eyes. Sebastian immediately stood up putting his hands on your arms. "Y/N that's insane-," you cut him off. "Can you look me in the eyes and tell me you don't feel anything for Blaine?" You said looking at him and biting your lip. The room fell silent as Sebastian just looked at you. You felt the tears start to fall down you face and that's when you realized you seen enough. You looked down taking a step back. "Goodbye Sebastian." You said softly speed walking out of the room. You rushed to the bathroom crying in one of the stalls you knew this would happen but it still hurt.

It had been about two weeks since that whole thing happened Sebastian hadn't said anything to you he would just stare and you would try to ignore it but of course you made eye contact a lot. You sat in the library studying for your test when you saw a hand close your book. You looked up to see Sebastian standing over you. Your cleared your throat standing up. "Sorry I can-," you couldn't even get your sentence out before Sebastian said something. "Sit down." He said in a stern but not angry voice. You did as he said and he pulled up a chair sitting next to you. Seeing him just made you want to cry. You had been crying since that day and you were just starting to get better. "Y/N look at me." He said and you shook your head. "I can't." You said softly your voice cracking. He turned your head making you look at him. He used his other hand to hold yours. "You were right I couldn't look you in the eyes and say I didn't feel anything for Blaine two weeks ago and you right I don't like you-," hearing him say that felt like you had just gotten stabbed in the chest. Your breath hitched and you tried to pull your hand away but he just gripped it tighter caressing your hand with his thumb. "But even after all of that you were still wrong about one thing and that's the biggest thing. Y/N I don't like you I love you with everything I have in me. What I feel for Blaine won't ever even amount to a quarter of what I feel for you and that's why I persisted in asking you out and not him." At this point you were a mess. Your face was run with tears, there was snot running down your nose that wouldn't go away no matter how hard you sniffled and you were shaking. Sebastian handed you a tissue and you cleaned yourself up before hugging him tightly. "So..will you go out with me just once?" You scoffed shaking your head before looking up at him. "Fine one date..don't blow it Sebastian." He let out a soft chuckle grabbing both of your hands in his. "I promise I won't this time." He replied softly before kissing you. It was only a few seconds but it felt like a whole new world opened to you. A whole new world you were ready to explore with Sebastian.