it's for the best ! zhong chenle.

chpt. 2

on the next day, classes were suspended at nu moa.
"finally i can rest after a long long timee!"y/n shouted happily, but she was thinking about changing universities, nu moa or ateneo? she thinks that if she chose ateneo she will have some great rest everyday, ugh let's stop thinking about this.

y/n biked her way to bgc, at the park she met her biggest rival, "Renjun Huang?" y/n questioned herself, then she was Athena Zhong. "Oh it really him." , chenle appears out of nowhere, placing his arm on y/n's shoulder. "chenle, get your arm off my shoulder, 1 , 2 , 3." y/n said to chenle, chenle responded by letting his arm off y/n's shoulder, chenle spoke "don't you wanna revenge

him?" y/n answered with a "no", "why tho? I mean didn't he hurt your heart into million pieces, now you heart is waiting for the vaccine." chenle says. here he is again with the "vaccine" word gosh. "btw you gonna come to xylo?" chenle questioned y/n. y/n answered chenle, "I don't really know i still have essays to do, plus my allowance is only 46k, and if i spend it on xylo it will be 0." "Ah don't worry, about that your drinks are my treat." chenle answered her, y/n was blushing but in the inside. "Oh, how can i pay you back for it?" y/n asked, chenle then answered silently "just date me." y/n spoke, "what? I can't hear you," "nothing, just help me with my essay." chenle answered.

"ikaw ang kanlungan na kailangan ko." y/n said to chenle, chenle responded, "ikaw ang kulay sa langit na bughaw."

"renjun, let's break up." athena said to renjun, "athena please don't break up with me." renjun crying on his knees, this felt like a flashback from the break up he had with y/n, now he felt what did y/n feel like when renjun broke up with her.

renjun texted y/n, "y/n? i'm sorry i broke up with you." y/n texted back "i already love chenle, the break up is nothing to me now." renjun bawled his eyes out that night.

seeing chenle and y/n being happy together, it makes me vomit, i don't like the closeness of them two. I shouldn't have broke up with her, i regret it now, i hate it on how chenle puts his arm on her shoulder, i hate it. but does y/n still have feelings for me? i guess not, i broke her heart, maybe she thinks if she gave me a second chance her heart will be broke again, but if it happens she will not love someone anymore nor give a second chance to anyone again. renjun you're so dumb, you broke her heart then say you want her back, renjun cried and cried until he fell asleep.

chenle point of view.

i feel like there's love in the air, i feel butterflies in my stomach, my heart beats so fast when i'm with her, i feel bad for her. she got her heart broke by a bastard called renjun, even though i'm just her so-called "secret admirer" the one who can't reveal himself to her, i will always take care of her silently, taking care of her feels the best day of my life. this secret admirer is always by her side, when she cries, i'm always her tissue, when she needs someone she talks to me, when i need her? i talk to her. if she dates me just to move on, i'm happy with that, atleast i was the one she chose to move on, but i know she will never do that, she does not break people's heart, people breaks her heart, i admire y/n, for being pretty, and strong. renjun was the one who first broke her heart, that was the first heartbreak she had, her first boyfriend was renjun and her first heartbreak was renjun. i want to be her last boyfriend, and be with her forever, i do not believe on "happily ever after" it's not real, it's the loyalty and love that is the one protecting the relationship from breaking up, there's no reason for cheating, people just don't admit it, they don't love her or him anymore, when y/n and renjun broke up, i was the tissue for y/n, i saw on how her heart still goes for renjun, but renjun's heart goes to my sister, athena, she was always avoiding renjun, but i can see her hirting, she was the one crying every night and day for the two of them, renjun's heart screams for someone, not her, she was stopping her heart to fall inlove she always chose renjun. she always chose renjun, but i'm wondering, if who she chose now. she was hoping for her and him to last eternity, he broke the promise he made, that's when y/n realised,  all promises are broken, there was never a promise that wasn't broken, her dad made a promise he will comeback, but did he ever comeback? no. i was y/n's to-go person when her heart is broken, needs someone to talk to, ranting and venting her problems on me, i was the comforter for her, it was like i'm the pillow she is hugging every night and day. i really hope y/n does not find out about me being her secret admirer, i think she will be weirded out, we've been friends for a long time, and y/n said to me when they broke up, that she can't think of what she did wrong in the relationship, when she said that to me, i feel like crying, she did nothing wrong. it was renjun, after the break up she always freeze and can't even move, i saw on how the break up really hitted her, that's when i started being her comforter, seeing her in that condition, i wanted to hug her and kiss her in the forehead, but i can't she will be weirded out, renjun didn't even care about her after the break up, i hate on how renjun broke her heart, now she is scared to commit a relationship again. she learned that some man cheats for no reason, every minute she doesn't learn, she always waited for him but he waited for someone, their hearts won, they stopped it, they broke the 7 years relationship, the relationship was long. renjun's heart for her was only temporary, it was never permanent, his heart lasted for 7 years, only 7 years, i was hoping my feelings reached her, i guess not, she just see me as a friend to her, nothing more. she was avoiding him, they were like "eroplanong papel" (translated in english: paper plane), i was the first, but she chose the recent, but the recent choses the recent, but i still chose my first, y/n told me the promise renjun made, it was "i will always choose you.", the promise he made is so fake. renjun was the paasa guy in y/n's life, well i was the comforter.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･:* to be continued.