"IT'S NOT MY CONSENT IF YOU MAKE ME AFRAID TO SAY NO."
_____________________________________________I hate it. I hate it when he kisses every inch of my body. I hate his touch.
I took a deep breath and tried not to scream because I fail everytime. I always try but I can never stop my self screaming. He always make me scream. Which I absolutely hate.
I hate this feeling. I don't wnat this pleasure I don't wnat these euphoric feelings.
Every girl dreams about this. Every girl wants this with a guy she loves. A guys who loves her. Not a guys who treats her like shit.
I too had dreams about this. I wanted to be special. I wanted to give my virginity to someone who cares for me. Who protects me. Not this 6 years older man. Who treats women like shit.
But I can't do anything. I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone to talk about this. It's a very sensitive topic and this man is not at all sensitive. He makes me feel helpless. I again and again get into his bed. with no choice left.
"Ahhhh"
I scream as I had a very strong orgasm.He still didn't stop. I feel the bed will crack the way he is moving inside me. After it felt like an hour he too came.
"Ahh....so fucking good"
He filled me with his hot seeds. I feel his breath on my neck. After few minutes his pulls out of me.He kissed my cheek and slept besides me with his neck in my neck.
I feel disgusting.
He hugged me tightly.
•°•
It been a while Blake is asleep. I slowly move his hand from my waist. Trying my best to not wake him up.
I limped in the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror.
It's not me. The girl standing infront of the mirror is not me. Where is she? Where is the ever smiling Lilly. No there's only a broken Lilly's. Who wishes to die. Maybe death is not that bad.
My lower region hurts like hell. My pussy is fully red and swollen. It hurts like fuck.
I slowly touch that area but it hurt. I dip my hands in warm water and again touch the region.
"Go ahead. Touch yourself once more and I will show you what I can do."
I heard Blake from beside. But I didn't dare to look back.I kept my eyes down. I felt his presence behide me.
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