"Are we, really going to break up?" Jihoon asked as soon as both of them entered Hyunsuk's studio apartment. He closed the door behind him and just stood there. Waiting for the older to respond to his question. He tried to prepare himself to accept any replies from his boyfriend. They already kissed so will they actually break up? Because they will only break up if they already kissed.
"Do you really want to?" Hyunsuk asked. He walked toward the living room and turned at Jihoon who's still standing in front of the door.
"I don't want to," Jihoon said. "You might be the one who told me that you like me first. But I think I might fall too much for you, hyung. But I probably can't always be the Park Jihoon you liked,"
"What do you mean?" Hyunsuk asked.
"When we first met at the library back then, I was pretending to be tough and cold. Because you, the troublemaker who get punished to do the library committee task, I feel like I should show you that I didn't feel afraid of you when even in reality only the thought of you'll going be with me alone in the library for the whole week really make me feel afraid," Jihoon said. "And you suddenly confessed that you LIKE me. At first I don't know what kind of respond I should give you. I didn't even has any interest to get in any relationship as well. But you still keep on following me around even after I rejected you,"
Jihoon didn't say anything for quite a while. Hyunsuk walked back toward the front door, and stopped right in front of Jihoon who's still standing there.
"And you agreed to be my boyfriend after I asked you again in college? Why? Because you don't want to make me feel bad or keep following you around like how I did in high school?" Hyunsuk asked.
"No, hyung! I-"
"Then, why you didn't answer it? When I asked you what you LIKE about me?" Hyunsuk asked.
"Because my feeling toward you is beyond that. It's beyond LIKE, hyung," Jihoon said. "After you graduated, I started to missed your presence. Without I even know, I already fallen for you. I even looked up where you studied at and applied there. I want to meet you again. And when you confessed again, I felt really delighted. Hyung. Hyunsuk hyung. I love you. I love you a lot. You always make me worried whenever you got into fights. And even just now,"
Jihoon tried to touch the wound on Hyunsuk's lips. Hyunsuk just let him to touch him.
"Ouch!" Hyunsuk pretended as if it's hurt when Jihoon's hand touched his lips. It make Jihoon shocked and gently tried to cupped his boyfriend's face.
"Is it really hurt? I've told you not to fight. Look at your face. How can you let them hurt you like this? How many people you fight this time? What if you got hurt badly? You make me crazy worried during my flight. I can't even stay still because I can't even reached you," Jihoon nagged.
"So... You love me?" Hyunsuk asked.
"Yes. I love you so much and I don't want to break up. I still want to be your boyfriend," Jihoon said. "But if you still want to break up with me. If you didn't LIKE me anymore. I'll respect your decision. I just want you to be happy,"
"You want me to be happy?" Hyunsuk asked. Jihoon closed his eyes. As much as he don't want to let Hyunsuk go, he still loves him so much that if being without him will make Hyunsuk happy, he'll gladly to walk out from his life.
"Yes," Jihoon responded.
"I will be happy if you'll stay with me, be by my side. Be happy with me. Just be yourself. I want you to smile more. I didn't only LIKE the pretend you. I LIKE you for you," Hyunsuk said. "I want you to hug me, cuddle with me more. Hold my hand, kiss me not only when I'm sleeping but when I'm wide awake as well,"
"Eh?" Jihoon caught something off from Hyunsuk's words. His answer itself quite making him surprised but the last sentence. "Eh?! You're not sleeping?!"
"Only once. Before you went to Jeju," Hyunsuk said. "And I thought you kissed me while thinking about someone else,"
"Wait?! Is that why you asked me if I like Junkyu? Because of that? And the movie? Do you really actually watched it?" Jihoon asked.
"I watched it. And somehow I just felt like you might not like me that much and just using me," Hyunsuk said while pouting. "You looked happier when you're with Junkyu. It does make me jealous. I thought that you like him because when you're around me, you always like... Cold,"
"Hyung. I.. haih.. I really tried my best to keep in character. That I thought you would like me to be. The cold me. I'm stupid I know. But for you who's thousand times cooler than me might will not like the real me," Jihoon said. "I can be quite clingy, needy and annoying, you know,"
"Then, show me. Show me the real you. I've decided that I'll love everything about you the moment I confessed to you back then in high school," Hyunsuk said.
"So.. We're not breaking up?" Jihoon asked again.
"Why? You doubted me?" Hyunsuk asked.
"No. It's just. Felt like a dream. I never thought that I will ever tell you about it like this. I thought I will find a more natural way to let you know about it," Jihoon said. "But suddenly you talked about breaking up. I became uneasy,"
"You know that even though people labeled me as a rebellious guy, I never lie. I always tell the truth. So, stop doubting me. I LIKE you. No. I LOVE you already," Jihoon stared at Hyunsuk's face for a while without saying anything. Suddenly Hyunsuk left a short kissed him on his lips. "Just for your information, I haven't kissed anyone other than you,"
"And just for your information," Jihoon pulled Hyunsuk's body closer to him. "That kiss, the day before I went to Jeju, was not our first kiss,"
Hyunsuk eyes got widened. So, Jihoon has been kissing him when he was asleep or what? Well, he did as well. He has been stealing kiss from Jihoon's lips when his boyfriend was sleeping as well. Ever since before Jihoon agreed to be his boyfriend. Hyunsuk smirked.
"And for your information, I've kissed you first before you did," Hyunsuk said. And now Jihoon who looked shocked. Hyunsuk chuckled. "Do you know you looked so cute when you're shocked? What will the kids in college said when they saw their charismatic student council member being like a cute puppy like this? Aigoo. So cute,"
"Can I kiss you, hyung?" Jihoon asked.
"Took you so long to asked that? I've been waiting for years," Hyunsuk said before closing his eyes, waiting for his boyfriend to kiss him. Jihoon chuckled seeing how Hyunsuk acted. It's too cute for him to handle. He kissed Hyunsuk's lips. Gently, trying not to hurt him because of the wound on the older's lips. "Can we cuddle?"
"Yes. But after I treat your wounds," Jihoon said. "Did they hurt you anywhere else?"
"Yeah. They hurt my feeling," Hyunsuk said. "They called me shrimp,"
Jihoon can't help but to laugh at Hyunsuk's words. Somehow he didn't expect that from Hyunsuk. But his boyfriend always said the most unexpected things ever so he really need to get used to that.
"Why are you laughing? Is it really that funny?!" Hyunsuk sulked.
"No. No. How dare they call my boyfriend a shrimp. They must've be really weak that's why they tried to hurt your feeling like that. Because they know that they can't hurt you physically," Jihoon said. "But still. Don't purposely try to get into more fights. Don't make me worry. I don't want my boyfriend to get hurt,"
"But they started it first," Hyunsuk said.
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A/N- last ch tomorrow!! thank you for sparing your time reading this unplanned hoonsuk ff
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Fanfictionwhat's after LIKE Hyunsuk wonder if Jihoon actually LIKE him START- 28/08/2022 END- 01/09/2022 • pardon for grammatical and spelling errors (this work haven't been a subject of re-read or proof read) • short series (probably.. idk)