||Sanscest one shots||

Alone || Kross 💧

*humans* *don't worry there's comfort at the end <3*

At the mansion, everyone has their off days. That's perfectly okay, but what's not okay is that all of them are mentally fucked up, making their day even worse. Overthinking, fighting, sometimes it even gets physical. Who could blame them though?

Today was Killer's off day. His days were the second worse, Dust's being in first. Depending on what effects Killer, one of the guys could sneak their way into his room and comfort him without a fight happening. But on some days .. it just gets brutal. Where no one can help Killer.

It doesn't help that Killer easily gets overwhelmed when feeling too many emotions. He doesn't really understand emotion due to past trauma. That itself makes his breakdowns worse.

Thankfully today, Cross was able to attempt to comfort the broken male. Cross has always been there for him, the Oreo being the one that mostly holds Killer when he's down. They're practically best friends, neither of them wanting to admit they care deeply about each other in a friendship way.

Anyhoo, Cross let out a deep sigh when he entered Killer's room. His room was normally messy, but today? Everything was thrown around, broken glass everywhere.

".. kills.." Cross muttered, a frown forming on his lips when he seen the male sitting in the middle of the floor, his knees pulled up to his chest. Killer was shaking hysterically. Not a good sign.

Killer ignored the male behind him, his hands pulling at his hair. It was rare for Killer to be this upset, the nonchalant male almost never gave a damn. Or unless that's what he portrays. Killer hated looking vulnerable. He hated how much he cared.

Cross sat down beside Killer, pulling the smaller into his side. ".. hey. Quit pulling so hard .. you're gonna rip your hair out." Cross spoke softly, attempting to pull Killer's hands out of his hair.

Killer only pushed him away as a response, a scoff leaving him. "Why would you care?" He asked under his breath. He felt Cross pull him back, only making Killer tear up. He hated how vulnerable he was.

Weak.

Killer quickly wiped his tears away. He hated how emotional he got when Cross was around. He hated how safe he felt around Cross. Cross was surely annoyed of it, right? He was sure Cross found this cycle annoying. He was tired of Killer's episodes. Killer knew it. This made a small sob leave Killer, his chest beginning to hurt at the thought of Cross getting tired of him.

Cross rubbed his back, "hey, hey .. calm down." He pulled Killer even closer, hugging him to his chest. He placed his chin on top of Killer's head, Killer's hair tickling the lower half of his face. "Talk to me Kills."

Killer tightly hugged around Cross' waist. What if he lost Cross? Does he annoy Cross? Does he annoy the only one he can open up to? .. would Cross miss him if he were dead?

Cross noticed Killer's sobbing get worse, becoming even more loud. Pain was clear in his voice. Cross hated that. Killer may be a dumbass sometimes, but he doesn't deserve everything he went and currently goes through. Cross wishes he could take the pain away.

"Don't leave me .."

There was a pang in the Oreo's heart. He immediately knew what this was about. He assumed Killer's abandonment fear is acting up.

A loud cry left the male in Cross' arm. Cross wasn't sure what triggered it, but he'd figure that out later. The taller placed a soft kiss on Killer's temple, his hand rubbing his side. "I'm right here .. you don't have to worry about me leaving." He reassured.

Killer shook his head with a sob. "I don't wanna be alone ..!" Killer gripped Cross' jacket, his knuckles turning white from how tight his hold was. Killer honestly didn't know why he specifically needed Cross. It wasn't like he was in love or anything. Killer couldn't be. He wasn't allowed to be.

".. this is about us leaving you behind for a mission, isn't it? You were scared we weren't gonna return?" Killer was amazed how Cross was able to read him like a book. He was always so patient with Killer ..

Killer nodded in response, refusing to respond with his words. He was sure that was pathetic of him. It was embarrassing, but he couldn't help himself. He didn't want to be left alone.

Cross sighed. "We only did that because you're wore out .. you need rest. We didn't mean to make you panic." His hand ran up Killer's body to brush his hair back, "Horror was worried about you the whole time .. he kept saying he sensed something wasn't right."

Speaking of the devil, Horror peaked his head into the room. ".. hey. I have food." He said, offering the best smile he could. Horror was always awkward when it came to these situations, and the only way he knew how to comfort was making food. The big guy was never really good with emotions anyways, but the others really appreciated it when he'd try to cheer them up. Even if it was out of his comfort zone.

Killer glanced over, sniffing at the food. ".. thank you." He mumbled faintly, wiping his tears. He stood up to grab the plate from Horror, receiving head pats from the cannibal. Horror then left without a word. Killer started crying even more from the head pats, making Cross sigh and stand up from the ground.

He hugged Killer from behind, "hey, hey .. calm down." One of his hands moved to wipe Killer's tears. "How about this. We go in my room and take a nap together, yea? We can watch a movie while you eat .. then we can sleep. How does that sound?" Cross knew Killer was a sucker for cuddles. There's no way he could decline, plus it'll calm down the hysterical male.

Killer nodded, ".. y-yea, okay .."

Cross let out a sigh of relief when he heard small snores leave the male snuggled into his chest. His hand slowly came to a stop on his back, just resting on Killer's bare skin. He placed a soft kiss on Killer's cheek before his body relaxed, Cross closing his eyes.

"You don't have to every worry about me leaving."

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This was lame , but I needed myself to force something out so I can get used to writing again .

And I mostly write them as humans because I love the fact they have hair soooo .. yea .