My best friend (boy x boy)

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Andy.P.O.V.

Me:"Can you sleep with me?"

Ryder:"I'm not sure which kind of sleeping you're meaning?"

Me:"Normal sleeping,you pervert."

We started laughing.

Ryder:"Okay, let's go to find room for a normal sleeping."

Me:"Fine with me,milky Ryder."

Ryder:"Please,not again."

Me:"It's a super name!"

Ryder:"Yeah,like stick Andy."

Me:"There is big difference. You nickname is fact,while my is just joke."

Ryder:"We will continue to pretend it's a joke."

Me:"Let's just find room while my last nerve is still alive."

Ryder:"Hahahah okay,okay, you patient."

We got up and entered in house.

Ryder:"Follow me."

He took my hand again and headed upstairs. There was couple of rooms. We entered in one,but there was some couple having sex. We say sorry and quickly closed th door. The next one was locked,so we get inside only empty  room here. There was one large bed and it was pretty nice atmosphere inside.

Me:"Lock the door. I don't want some horny bitches to interrupt my sleep."

Ryder:"You mean hibernation?But fine."

Me:"Call it what you want."

I lay on bed and cover myself with blanket cause it was cold.

Ryder:"Should I lay next to you?"

Me:"Why are you so nervous around me,Ryder?"

Ryder:"I'm not...I Just..."

I got up from bed and come closer to him.
He was really tensed. We kinda switched roles now,cause I caught him in weak point...like he usually caught me unprepared because I wasn't sure in my feelings. Now, he's nervous around me. I mean,I am still nervous and scared about everything,but now, I am hundred percent sure in my feelings.

Me:"You don't have to be nervous around me,okay? We know each other since we were kids."

I took his hands on mine.

Me:"Just lay next to me."

Ryder:"Okay. I will sleep next to you."

I smiled and pulled him on bed. He lay next to me. I covered us with blanked.
There was still some distance between us. We didn't touch  each other.

Me:"Can I tell you one funny fact about me that nobody know?"

Ryder:"There is more embarrassing things about you? Who would guess. "

Me:"I can't sleep if I don't hug something."

Ryder:"That explain all the plushies on your bed."

Me:"Can I hug you till I fell asleep?"

Ryder:"I can't sleep if I don't hug something too."

I smiled and come competly close to him.
I put my head on his chest and hug him around waist as hard as I can. I felt his hands around my back.

He started stroking my hair. It felt so good. I wanted to stay like this forever.

I was in a lot of relationship before, but every one of them ended up cause I didn't have this safe and right feeling with that persons. It always was something that distanced me from them.
Ryder is the first person who made me feel like this. And I have know this feelings aren't temporary like I thought. This will stay with me forever...