The love for Liz was harder to show than feel. If her parents knew what was going on. I would never see Liz. She came over later that day with a whole bunch of junk food. We watched tv all day. Never really spoke a word. She sat next to me. "Do you regret making love to me?" The ugly truth slipped from her mouth. I just held her. Her parents were going on a trip and left Liz behind purposely. She walked in the house with sunglasses covering her eyes. Her mouth chewing loudly on a piece of gum. She insisted before. " Since your not kissing me anymore I think I should at least work my mouth off." She watched cartoons as i made my self something to eat. She laid in my bed next to me but I wouldn't touch her. I couldn't hurt her anymore than I had. Her remarked made me confused. "No you have it backwards making love to me is curing me." She stormed off for hours. I worried about her. The next time I saw she hula hooping in her yard with some boys from the neighborhood. She leaned to kiss one on the mouth he pulled her closer. Her eyes met with mine and then closed. I wish she'd understand what I was going throw. She knocked on my door at six. We talked and she admitted she was trying to jealous me. She was shocked I wasn't jealous. " I'm not insure." I spoke up. I kissed her lips. Her eyes went big." I thought you going to let me turn into a virgin." She snorted. I could tell she was upset. " Liz I want to make love to you, but it's complicated. " I responded looking at her. She was a very smart girl. She knew that what we're doing was illegal. But it was love we thought. I stripped her body. Kissing her all over. Her nails were in my hair. I could feel them on skull. She moaned. I didn't want to neglect her. The next morning she served me breakfast in bed. I kissed her lips. As we shared the toast she burnt. "I knew it wouldn't be long until you started loving me again." She joked.
