A/N:Sooooo its been awhile......Sorry for long upload for this book and to my first one...Had a social anxiety cause school just started doing Face to Face and it was hard...Anyways i hope u enjoy! Gonna update my first one tommorow!
ANGST (modern AU)
TW:MENTIONS OF SUICIDE
Its been awhile since you and Xinqiu hung out or even went on dates.The house was also always quiet and you felt kinda lonely but u hadnt voiced a complaint since your boyfriend is a busy person.You kept trying to plan something for you guys to have a moment to each other but he always finds a reason to object.You grew impatient knowing this isnt going anywhere.
After a while....You decided to follow him.You saw him with another guy.He had ice teal hair and a silky skin.You thought it was just a friend but you saw him...Your boyfriend Xinqiu....Kiss that man.You felt an immense pain seeing that sight and decided to run.
In the house you cried nonstop.WHY DID HE NOT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THIS?! WHY HAD HE NOT TALKED TO ME ABOUT ANY OF THIS! I WOULDVE ACCEPTED A BREAK UP RATHER THAN FINDING HIM KISSING AND....UGH!.You murmured and thought to yourself.'Am i that weak?Pathethic? that i couldnt even keep the one i love to loving me?Am I not worth the time?..'You thought,still crying.The person you loved dearly just cheated on you...Your heart ached so painfully that you felt like you had 1000..no 1 million knives thrusting your heart at the same time.
You gave him your attention.You gave him your heart and trusted him not to break it.That must be the reason that he didnt tell you.He avoided you for him to not break your heart but now that you saw it....He broke it...Deeply.
After a while...you calmed down...though your eyes were dull.
Aether came to your house to borrow a book.You then gave him.He noticed your puffy,dull eyes.
"Are you ok?.."He asked."Im fine...just shaken alil." You responded nodding."well if you want someone to talk to im here!"He said smilling.You nodded in response and then waved goodbye to him. Little did he knew that was his last Goodbye to him.
You then decided to think a little.You walked in the house.
Saw a rope
Hung it into the ceiling
Tied it
Placed a chair below
And just looked at it
Thinking of ending it.....It was an overexaggeration but it was reasonable since you were always scared of abandonment.
Took a deep breath
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Just like that your view became white and then you returned to reality and struggled to breath.Just like that you passed out.
A few moments later.Xinqiu came home to sleep.Walked to the living room and to the bedroom.
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There he saw your lifeless body hanging from a rope in the ceiling.
Terrified he ran into you and cut the rope and hugged you.
You werent breathing.
He asked himself what happened but then came to a realization
He saw you in that park.He saw you see them kissing but he ignored it,thought it was somebody else.
"IM SO SORRY!!!(Y/N)"He yelled.Even tho he loves someone else now.He loved you and still thought of you.
He then called your friends and told what happened as an ambulance came
You were sent to the morgue.
"WHAT HAPPENED?! I WAS JUST TALKING TO HIM 4 HOURS AGO!"Aether asked panicked
A realization hit
'Are you ok?..'He said.'oh..yeah Im fine...Just shaken...alil'You said nodding.
Your eyes were dull the last time he saw you.That mustve been it.
He cried.His now bestfriend gone.
He then asked what happened.Again.
Xinqiu told him everything.
A now hateful glare and a rageful hand gripping Xinqiu's hand was seen.
"SO YOURE THE REASON!"
Aether said in fury
"I SWEAR I DIDNT MEANT HURTING HIM! I JUST DIDNT WANT TO HURT HIS FEELINGS BY TELLING HIM!"
He replied.Scared.
"But you did....he trusted you...HE TRUSTED YOU TO NOT BREAK HIS HEART!MY BESTFRIEND IS NOW DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU!"
LEAVE.
Aether said finalizing his rage as he glared and let Xinqiu go.
Xinqiu ran in fright.
A couple of days passed since your passing.Friends and family members are quite shaken and saddened by this.Aether's rage didnt pass.
Xingqiu...now blaming himself is having Chongyun comfort him.
Thats kinda sad knowing that you didnt have someone to comfort you.
You didnt tell Aether because your afraid of burdening him, but he wouldve agreed.
Aether.Still in his room mourning your death and still hateful.It wasnt just him.Lumine,Diluc and Xiao were the same.Hateful with Xinqiu.
Your parents...especially your mother was Enraged and sad with your death.Your dad HATED Xinqiu.
Xinqiu's name on your friends was shameful.Your friends saw you as a beam of light.Always smiling and helping them.
Your friends didnt talk to him,Including Xiangling,Ayaka,Raiden,Zhongli,Childe and others.
Your were In peace now as the friends you left.Was now in shambles.
ENDING NOTE: Ty for reading this!Anyways i hope you love it.Ehe......Sorry if it was bad!
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