Accidents and Epiphanies.

Separation

It took the boys a disturbingly short time to get everything together and ready for leaving/fleeing which made me worry.

'How many times have they had to do this to be this efficient?'

Just before they were going out Jin yelled,"Wait,I need to tell you something"

"What?" I softly asked.

"What did one hat say to the other hat?"

"What-"

Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at us strangely making me red all over again.I hate it when people look at me like that.They must think we're so weird.But Jin doesn't pay any mind.

"What did one hat say to the other hat?"

"Huh?"I said again confused.

'Is this was going where I think it is going?'

"Are you kidding me?"said an exasperated RM.

"Shush, this is important."

"What?" I indulged him,the corners of my mouth pulling up a little.

"You stay here, I'll go on a-head."

"He haa haa ha!"I laughed.A head... Ha ha cause it's a hat.It goes on a head.I have a genuine weakness for Dad jokes.My friends at school used to say it's because I have lame sense of humor.
But I don't understand how Jin knew that. He's so funny.

He laughed with me, his laugh was like hearing a car windshield wiper malfunction,I laughed even harder at the sound.

When he stopped laughing, his smile was the definition of satisfaction.
'Hmmm,I wonder if this was a test.'

He held my hand and my heart hammered."I don't want to leave you so soon.But I have to go,will you be alright?"

"Yes, it's fine.It's a matter of safety,I understand."I said palacating.

"Yes,but-"

"It's ok.I think a small break from this will be good for us."As soon as I said those words he shifted a bit uncomfortably.His expression turned melancholic for a second.But he hid it quickly with a smile.Maybe that was the wrong thing to say.

Before I could say anything more they dragged him away.

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I can almost feel him leaving.It as if I can feel him going farther and farther away from me.There is this sinking feeling in my heart.

And a restlessness takes over me as I start to loose the feel of his presence entirely.

I wish I had fallen asleep before Jin left because I don't think I'll be able to get any sleep this night.I feel so tired but sleep won't bring any relief to me tonight, I feel strangely unsafe without him here.

I tried my best to sleep but there was something turning and flipping uncomfortably inside me.

I tried to focus on my breathing.And just when I felt myself regaining some composure,the door to my room slammed open.I jumped a little at the suddenness of the intrusion.

My eyes widened comically as I took in the second most bizarre sight I have seen this night.A girl who was dressed like she was dripping in pink was panting in exhaustion in front of me.I wonder if a saline drip makes a good weapon,you know just in case.

Interrupting my chain of thoughts the girl spoke,"Onnie!"

'wait,I know that voice.'

"Mina?What are you doing here?"

'and what are you wearing?'I thought but didn't ask.
Nonetheless,she saw my questioning gaze on her clothes and gave me sheepish smile.

"Onnie,I got a call from the hospital saying that you got in a car accident so I panicked and left in the middle of my casting."she said in a frantic tone.

"Casting?"

"Yeah!I got a modelling job for a fashion brands new line for the fall."

I stared at her incredulously.She was wearing a Pink shirt that looked like a pajama top, with a bright neon pink leather pants.With a jacket that was baby pink.I think the jacket was her own property.

I sighed at the sight of the ensemble.I don't get fashion, never will.

"But just before the photographer could start I got a call from the hospital."

At the end of her explaination,I could do nothing but stare."So you just left!You can't do that..."

"Yes,I can.And by the way Onnie,I am touched that you actually put me in as your emergency contact."She said sitting down next to me.

The way she described her actions made it sound like it was nothing at all, but in truth it was everything to me.I know it is Mina's dream to be a model,her parents don't support her and that's why she took the job as my assistant baker.She needed to find a way to support herself and her parents happened to find the job 'respectable' enough for their daughter.She has wanted a break for so long.And then she just gave it up.For me!

I gave her a job because I knew she had good basic baking skills and she really needed a job.But I have come to adore the girl in the past few months.But-

"I still can't believe you just..."I thought out loud.

"Well, believe it.What else could I do?I got a call saying that you got in a car accident!"
I wonder if I would do the same for her.

My assistant baker,Mina, she'll really leap off of mountains for you,if you can earn a place in her heart that is.

"Onnie,I can't believe you of all people can be so irresponsible,I mean I think you have told me to be careful on the road like a million times ..and you .."

And then I started zoning as she started rambling.I had for a moment completely forgotten that horrible habit of hers.She talks more than birds chirp in spring mornings.But the sound is not that pleasant.

I feel a feeling very familiar to me, annoyance.It's the first negative emotion I felt since the bond, since meeting Jin.

Jin left and reality has now finally turned on again.

'I miss him.'

Melancholy settles in my heart and exhausts me.I just want to sleep now.Maybe I can call the nurse and ask her to give me something for sleep.

But a word uttered by Mina,makes me completely awake again and I get to process half of her sentence."....BTS here! can you believe it?"

"Wait, what about BTS?"

" Onnie did you zone out again?"She says pouting.

"Yes,but I ...I was just tired."I explain in rush.Come on,Mina just tell me about BTS.Has the news already spread that fast?"What were you saying about BTS?"

Mina smiled coyly no doubt feeling proud thinking that she finally turned me into an Army.

"Oh,I was just saying that I saw BTS members in this hospital.I was rushing to come see you,but then I bumped into this boy,and the next thing I know this boy is .... Jimin!"Her voice turns shrill as she screams the mochi like boys name,who was just half a hour ago was standing in front of me.

'Oh my holy fudge!'

"Mina, please tell me you didn't chase him around the hospital like a crazy seasang."

"Umm"

She doesn't answer but her turn a suspiciously bright shade of red.

"Mina, please tell me you didn't recognize him by only the shape of his ass."I asked in a whisper.I already knew the answer.

"I ..um..how do you know that?"

'Fudge.'

The drama continues...

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A/N:I am sorry it took so long for this update.I just started University.