Words I wish you know about me

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We all grew up thinking life would be like those TV shows we would grow up watching

We wish it was...

But it wasn't

Why did TV have to lie to us?

...

As kids, we learned that everything we do

has consequences

But did we also need to get punishment as well??

Parents will always have their attention on other things other than you:

Where is dad?

Busy

Where is mom?

Busy

...

Dear Dad,

Your yelling is the reason I push people away

Your yelling is the reason I don't trust any men in my life

Your yelling is the reason I'm scared of love

You're the reason I hate all men

You're the reason that I'm going insane

...

I'm scared...

we will always be by your side

Where were you?...

when I needed you the most

Why did you leave me?

They never keep their promises