𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒚 | 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑘𝑝𝑜𝑝 𝑥 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

you are in love.

so like. hi everyone how's everything ❤️❤️. i really missed you guys alot and i really REALLY neglected this book. and i do apologise that i haven't posted anything for 2 years (maybe?). but that won't change unfortunately, i havent been really interested with writing ffs lately so yeah :[. maybe this book will be over, but i believe that there will be any chance that i will have some thoughts about this book. so, as of right now this book will be declared finished. sorry if this fic in particular is a bit snobbish bcs i did it last night and is not really proof-read but yeah i hope you guys will still appreciate this (kind of short im sorry T T) chapter. also i now love taylor swift just from the title and i still love kpop <3 that's it from me now, i hope this book has brought joy, sad, anger, whatever emotion you feel from this book. i will still love you guys forevermore. thank you. <3 

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the waves folded endlessly into the soothing evening. the water's blue like the vast sky above your head. it will soon painted by millions of stars. 

the thing about them is - they are from the past. they have seen dinosaurs roamed the earth or the moment where you feel like everything have stopped and it's just you, and him.

it's just you and him.

the truth is that you weren't really expecting to reminisce alot of the past. you can see it like it's a projector reel playing everytime you close your eyes.

birds squawking, waves crashing, people talking and yelling in joy to cherish the moment

"m/n?" 

your friend, yeonjun called you out. he's your bestfriend since you were in middle school. a very fun and nice guy. You had a crush on him. fun little crush from when you met him the first time. oh, how fast the time moves. 

"yes?" you snapped back to reality. you looked back at him. he looked at you before smiling. 

"you were staring at the sea like you're watching a movie, what's in your head, hm?" he said. he paused a bit before saying "the view is great actually, i would do the same time too." 

you just nod in agreement. your mouth feels like it got sealed by the clouds of thoughts you have in your head. 

"is there something really bothering you? you can just tell me, we are literally friends for years." he smiled at you. 

you sighed a bit before saying. "i dont know. i feel overwhelmed with everything that i have been through and thinking back about it.. i feel like there's a lot of chances that i missed." 

i mean, you could've kissed him right now and you guys are in a healthy relationship. but you didn't. you still have the feelings for him but it's not the same. as if the butterflies in your stomach is now just flapping their wings only. 

but the thing is. he knows. and he did want the same thing. but he knows. everything has now changed and moved on.