5 stages of grief. | heesun

bargaining.

bargaining.
ruminating on the future or past, over-thinking and worrying, comparing self to others, predicting the future and assuming the worst, judgment toward self and/or others.

-

heeseung still couldn't stop thinking about what he saw.

it was constantly running through his mind, as if he just saw it yesterday.

both sunoo and sunghoon still acted like there was nothing going on between them.

they would act like heeseung didn't walk in on them.

it bothered him so much.

just the thought of the two together bothered him.

if the group didn't have a schedule, heeeseung would sit in his room all day.

in a world lost in thoughts.

the image of the two kissing was plastered all over the walls in his head.

questions lingered through his mind, remaining with no answer.

was it all his fault?

what did he do wrong?

why wasn't he the the lucky one?

why was it always sunghoon.

sunghoon, sunghoon, sunghoon.

he could never be as good as sunghoon.

that's why sunoo chose him.

not heeseung.

sunoo never thought of heeseung as more than just a friend.

right?