his curly hair
brown eyes
laugh
smile
the way he looks at you
makes you laugh
love
the way you could die in his eyes
butterflies in you're stomach flutter when you're near him
it's just you and him
the world and time has stopped
the way you always want to be around him
you miss him when you're apart
the way you can't have him
mixed signals
Crying late at night
the thoughts in your head scream
you're not worthy
the way you want that fairytale love story
the way you fantasize about being with him
any song reminds u of him
but reality seeps in, it's not real
you're heart aches
Reality puts a barricade
you can't have him
No matter your wish, he's not yours
you look at him with love in your heart, but he doesn't return the love
When he looks, he sees a friend
you want him to hold you tight and never let go
you want him to walk up and hug u
You know you would feel safe in his arms
you want to shout, I love you
you want him to smile when he sees you
he's the one, he needs to know
You want him to know, his life matters, he deserved better from you
Because he is the one for you
but you're not the one for him
just like connan grey said
i wish i were heather .
poem written by clayton gray
