V1
Sticks and stones breaking bones, but words can't hurt
That's the truth they say? Well that's a lie if I ever heard
Outside the verse
The song I rehearse
Listen this
The Nerd with the Verse
Got the verse that hurt
Forget the mask of smile and good
Because today, I'm outta mirth
Rising girth
Giving birth
To something worse than a hearth
Telling me pull back
No matter how much it attacks
I step back
Lookin' at every plaque
Or medal or trophy or something else win
Certificate, party, things I never got in
Oh yeah you talk a lot about whatcha got yo'self into
Then you looking at me cray, because you want me do it too
But I'm "Glued to a screen"
Think you gotta scream?
I hear you, but the things you talkin about, "Nah man, it ain't me"
Tell you time and time again
I wanna be artistic then
You mock me, make a request and
When things come up, can't trust me when
I take "too long," it's only been
Three months since you asked me, can
You back off so I can do everything I gotta finish first
'Cause I have a lot to do, and it really freakin' hurts
When you pull a card like "I be your biggest fan"
'Cause then I gotta say
Something crazy like
"Fan or not, man, you gotta wait"
Three months on hold
And you do something cold
Tell me everything I do has suddenly gotten old
That I need to fit a mold
Truth I think that need be told
I think you salty, something like that to say is bold
Everything gets hazy,
I'm fairly certain you think I'm lazy
But you're the one who gave up,
Couldn't wait for KZG, now–
(Chorus:)
Do you hear yourself? Do you hear yourself?
Are you stuck with your feels? (stuck with your feels)
Can you hear me now? (Can you hear me now)
Or do you only hear yourself? (Only hear yourself)
V2
Aiyyo life be so hungry that I'm caught within the consumption
With the assumption
That I'm beaten, broken down, and all around be sunken
People think that I be nothing
But lemme tell you a little something
I been blessed with a gift
Half y'all know I be bumpin'
An' jumpin'
An' runnin'
An' cunnin'
And somethin' somethin'
Everybody, they be runnin'
Whatcha scared of?
Scared of nothin'?
If y'all here be scared of nothin'
Then I be the somethin'-est nothin'
Ever
I never even put the question to y'all, ah do you ever–
(Chorus)
V3
Heart strings pulled every which way
Time it hurts but it still beat anyway
At every time of day
Give up?
No way
I say
I'm never finna drop the ball
I'd sooner die for all of y'all
Before I drop it
(Do you....)
Cause I'm pulled every which way
Goin through ish everyday
Gotta go completely outta my way
just so my people can say
Wow you no failure today
The hell, do I get a say
(Uh) don't mess with me don't play
Parce qu'en actualité
Je suis le garçon qui mettais
Beaucoup des idées
sur la table, oh ouais
So like I said today
Don't mess with me, don't play
Cause I'ma be that one ginna
Catchin them figgas
Be big as jiggas
Never step to me, cuz
I finna get bigga
Bigger and better
I be a true goal setter
Looking at my face, redder
I be the one that said, set it
As I finna go down
Y'all see me again
I'm in my own town
Town of sound
Never been loud
But now louder than ever
Cause I never
Never be never put myself in an endeavor
That never ends
And if I do, I'm finna append
Append and apprehend
All my rules bend
If y'all need a friend
Haul ass, "Go," Pass, hashtag no rash
Act, but push me over then
Hands gon' be thrown and
I take my leave, so when
I put the question to you
Don't you be surprised
I been doin this for just a year
But I see it in your eyes
Do you—
(Chorus x2)
YOU ARE READING
No Longer Silent
PoetryFor reasons I will not disclose, I feel this is the right time to put this out. I wrote this four years ago.