Love me again | Jinson

Chap. 4 - Sleepover

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart"

-Helen Keller

Jinyoung's POV

The weekend I passed in Jackson's house was amazing, we did alot of things, it was really good, when I went home back I couldn't stop smiling, my mom was the happiest because she says I have the prettier smile.

Day by day things went good for me, too good for my liking.

And then....

SHIT

SHIT

SHIT

SHIT

FUCKKKKK

씨발 Ssi-Bal

씨발년 Ssi-Bal-Nyeon

대박 (daebak)

I FUCKING LIKE HIM.

Ommo, how that happened?? Yeah I bet you're curious, did you know that the curiosity killed the cat???.
But it's okay I will tell you either way.

After I spend the entire weekend with him from Friday to Monday morning and I even got to know Jackson's parents, I think we face time 3 times, they are very sweet, they even allowed me go call them Mama and appa and apart from that we learned alot about each other right? So from time to time we would touch each other a little too boldly, besides the fact that we sleeped clinging, sometimes we woke up with our faces Close, like close close, our lips almost touching, such cliché I know, it's like all the clichés stories goes, don't blame me.

And the fucking bastard decided that wanted to spend the weekend at my house too, so I wanted it to be when my mom would come home late, I don't know why and don't ask me, so two weeks later I told him to come over and the unexpected happened, no, it's not what you're thinking, I was hungry so I went to the kitchen to eat something right? So I started to eat some leftovers, then I heard Jackson approaching, he took a fork and eated with me, he was so close that I was getting nervous, after we finished  we went back to my room, he sat beside me very close, toooo close actually, his face was inches away from the side of my face, I don't know if he was messing with me or not but then he called my name in a way that gave me chives, so I turned around and his lips touched my.....

CHECKS, I was so shocked.

I got nervous "umnm I'm going to bruch my teeths"

I went straight to the bathroom and knowing that I don't have the courage to go back there because I think I FUCKING LIKE him.

What should I do? I'm already here for 30 minutes

Jinyoung: Youngjaeeeee
Sunshine: Whattttt??
Jinyoung: WHAT​ do you do when you are panicking, or you did something that you shouldn't or whatever?
Sunshine: I face it... Duh
Jinyoung: "..."
Sunshine: what??
Jinyoung: nevermind​ bye

Yes we became close, even his boyfriend sometimes get jealous.

I gave up and went to my room I found Jackson sleeping, I lay down beside him after 5 minutes I felt Jackson's body spooning me, I let him but I couldn't sleep I guess it took me 20 minutes just thinking about the kiss and the way his lips are soft... I was dozing off again when I heard Jackson.

"Jinyoung, Jinyoungie?" I pretend to be sleeping.

"Jinyoung are you already sleeping??"

I gave him no response and fake it a heavy breath.

"Well since you're deep sleeping I guess all my courage is going away, but I really wanted to tell you something that it's eating me up inside"

He was silent, what could that be? I want to know, don't stop, I fake a heavy breath again, please seunnie continue.

"Well maybe if I tell you this way you won't know and I don't have to tell you ever again, but its okay I can live with that" Jesus say it already.

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