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If i invite you to a dinner with only the two of us , its not a invitation to enter my bed it is a permission to get stuck in my mind.

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You tell me i'm pretty
You tell me i'm gorgeous
You tell me I am the most beautiful girl you ever saw
Since you cheated me I assume you found a prettier one :)

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Us laughing
Us crying
Us comforting each other
Us telling our deepest secrets to each other
You making my miserable live turn into a world I can escape in
And you being the one afraid I will be the first to leave even if you were the first to let go of my hand causing me too fall on the hard and cold floor of the cruel reality

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Youre always around someone still you feel alone
People tell you youre pretty but fashion covers tell you different
Youre heart tells you you want someone by your side yet you have no power , trust or interest to start a realtionship

You think your family is perfect and youre happy but still here and there you get betrayed of the most loved ones

These days you can barely trust or interact with someone , or make decisions  without feeling nothing but anger on them and yourself , sadness , and deep regret

deep and thoughtfull Wo Geschichten leben. Entdecke jetzt