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Please be kind, I'm new to this so spelling and grammar will be bad!
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Why after every thing I've done for him would he do this to me!!
I hate him, I hate him more than I've ever hated any body In my hole life.
Sick, sick to my stomach at what I saw! But it keeps playing over and over in my head and won't leave. I close my eyes, shut them tight trying to get the image out of my head.
It won't leave, I sing to myself to try to make it leave but it WONT.
I'm dying! I'm dying! My heart is beating a million miles an hour, my stomach feels like I've been on a roller coaster that goes upside down and does loop the loops!!
I run to the toilet and empty my stomach!
Nothing's helping I feel so lost, so lonely. I curl into a ball and cry like a baby!
I can't breathe, the life has been sucked out of me! I feel like someone is standing on my chest.
My heart is breaking, breaking into a millions pieces at what I saw!!
How could he!! How dare he!!
He made me think I was going crazy, mad, imaging things.
I wasn't! It was all true, the lies he told the bullshit that came out of his mouth that I believed!!
I feel sick again thinking of how stupid I am!! Im so weak, feeble, my heart it hurts, hurts because of the man I love!
My chest it burns and I feel like there's something scratching at my heart!!
I guess this is what a broken heart feels like. I pull my knees up and wrap my arms around my self and rock!
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Stupid love
RomanceLove!! What does it even mean huh, well I thought I knew, I thought I was in it and some one was in it with me! How wrong was I because when the lies start to come out I felt like my heart had been ripped out my chest and stomped in to a million pie...
