Scott's (POV)
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!
My red shining clock ringing in my ear. Trying to find something to wear. I pick out a blue shirt, a pair of denim jeans. And a pair of my red holey sneakers. I lay that out. I take a hot shower. Scrubbing and a dubbing in flash. I get out of the shower.The steam of the shower floating the air. I put deodorant on. I get to my room. Put on clothes. Eat breakfast. !I'm out the door!
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I get in the car. Me rushing to get to school so I get there on time. I'm at school.
But as I get at school .I get out of car and my pants rip. My favorite pair of pants rip and now I have to deal with people laughing at me the whole time at school. But It dosen't matter cause I'm bullied at school . I wish that someone would stand up for me at school. But no that doesn't happen.
Me walking through the blue glass school doors and I immediately hear the" Words". The mean harsh words. Like ......" Moron,Stupid,and Loser."
Everyday I hear those words they are trapped in my brain. I even have a hard time going to bed at night. Hearing those words everyday and sometimes I think what if I am those words.
What If I am a Moron?
What If I am stupid?
What If I am a Loser?
Those words haunt me everyday of my life.
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School is finally over.
Now let's hope that Mom is not in a bad mood.
" Mom are you home". Me walking into the door as I hear screaming in the den. Yep she is ina bad mood.
"Mom are you alright". I walk up to her as she slaps me right in the face.
" Never ask me what's wrong with me...... DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!!".
"Yes Ma'am". Forcing myself to get up and trying to get out of here.
AS I walk up the wooden old dusty staircase . Walking into my rooom.I get out it. An I start cutting. I don't know why I do this . Maybe just to get out of this life.
It takes away the pain that my Mom puts in my body. Seeing the Blood that comes out of my arm. Making me feel sick to my stomach.
Crying at the same time thinking if i was died...Would people care about? I started cutting myself when It all happened.
Let me show you how it started....It all started on a Sunday Morning.....
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Sorry for sucha sort chappy..i hope ya'll like the story.. Thanks for the votes and reads!
