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Lilianna POV
6:12am
A whole week. Its been a whole week since Louis brought up about the situation that I somehow knew Zayn before. Which I clearly do not recall. But neither of us had brought it up during the week. It kinda sounded like something he shouldn't of said.
Now I'm currently in my bathroom staring at my own reflection. I can notice my eyes slightly red and eye bags are present on my face. Fücking great.
Its back to school day...yup the day has come upon us. This is what us teenagers have been dreading to face probably since the summer holidays even began. Me on the other hand, I was excited. Finally I am busy with something instead of doing nada the whole summer!
I quickly strip out of my clothes and jump in the shower, washing my hair thoroughly and scrubbing my body gently. I wrap a towel around my body and hair once I got out.
The redness of my eyes have dyed down a bit but my eye bag are still there. I haven't been getting much sleep lately, everything has just been on my mind a lot lately. Its killing me.
I applied a bit of make up to hide the darkness under my eyes and applied a bit of mascara making my eyelashes extremely long.
Walking into my bedroom I put on my school uniform. A plaid high waist skirt, a white semi long sleeved shirt and a black and blue stripped tie. Since it was still summer, I decided to put on my high knee black socks and my flat shoes. I reach over to my backpack in the corner of my bedroom which is placed on top of my loveseat and slung it across my shoulder.
I exit my room and rush downstairs and to the kitchen already smelling the heavenly home made pancakes. Ahh only Louis knows how to make the best pancakes. I thought. I enter the kitchen expecting to fin Louis...I was proven wrong when I saw a womanly figure facing the stove. Mother.
It was a shock really to see mother there, in the kitchen, at this time. Its a rare sight to see her in the morning especially when its school days. She's either asleep or already left for work.
Mother snaps her head up towards me after hearing my footsteps and smiling widely at me. Mother? Is that you woman? "Lexi good morning. How did you sleep?" Mother asks politely. Maybe even too polite.
"Fine." I simply say. Eyeing her cautiously. Hm maybe shes up to something? I thought once again. What is up with my mind lately. I've been over thinking too much, this is not healthy.
"I made breakfast." Mother places the plate of pancakes on the counter while I take my seat on the bar stool. "I can see that." I say firmly stating the obvious.
Moments later Louis enters the kitchen. Pulling the same face I had on when I first entered the kitchen noticing mother. He looks over to me with a care-to-explain face. I shrug and roll my eyes giving that as my response.
Half an hour has passed by and me and Louis finished eating our breakfast. It was currently 7:15am. Sticking to our usual routine. We leave the house around 7:30 and head to Harry's house to pick him up since he doesn't live that far from us. Plus we get to go to school with each other.
I sat in the car, the only sound is coming from the radio and i'm staring intently outside the window lost in my thoughts.
Thoughts of mother.
Thoughts of Zayn.
Thoughts of Louis, the night when he mentioned that I apparently knew him.
Thoughts.
Just thoughts colliding my mind. Hard enough for me to break away. I feel my heart beat quicken and my chest rising and falling rapidly. Suddenly the air has become tight. This is not good. Not now. Please. Not when Haz and Lou are here. To prevent from having a mental breakdown I close my eyes and take deep breaths.
In-hale...
Ex-hale...
In-hale...
Ex-hale...
After a few breaths I feel my breathing going back to normal and my chest slowly coming back to its senses.
I cant start my first day back to school like this. This will automatically set my mood off and thats not me. People will surely notice. Hazza would notice. Its not easy trying to get Harry off your back.
The rest of the journey was normal and quiet. I tear away my eyes from my lap facing upwards out the window to spot the familiar red building known as Tong High School.
Just another day. Just another normal day.
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