Total Drama Mike \\ one-shots

Mike x Depressed!Reader

( QUICK A/N- please forgive my cringy aah writing-I am a cringy fangirl that runs on nothing but monsters at this point in time...thanks for sticking with me tho- ALSO!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS DEPICTIONS OF CUTTING AND TRAUMA SO UH-IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THAT KINDA STUFF, PLEASE AVOID THIS CHAPTER!!!!)

Y/n looked down at their hands.

It was now or never; As there were no cameras around and no one was awake.

Y/n had cost their team the victory, but they'd voted off Lightning. (who wouldn't vote him off-)

In the back of their mind, they had wondered why the team kept them. Was it because they were expendable? Or perhaps because they made sure to stay void of emotions while the challenges played out?

Well, whatever the reason...It still hadn't warmed their cold heart. Almost nothing did; The only exceptions were Mike, Zoey, and Cameron.

Ever since Y/n had arrived at the god-awful island, they had been there. Supporting them and not asking questions as to why they were always in a mood.

-FLASHBACK-

Y/n backed into the corner of the stall, blood dripping from the new wound they had made. There was so much of it-how were they gonna get it to stop??

The world spun around Y/n as they lost more and more blood.

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Y/n gripped the knife that sat in their pocket, knowing what they were going to do. And hopefully, they thought, With the cover of night they wouldn't get caught.

they.

thought.

wrong.

As they pulled out the knife and rolled up their jacket's sleeves, they dragged the knife across their skin, making deep cuts into their arm. With each cut, Y/n grew more relieved, knowing that if they lost enough blood, they'd probably die. Or pass out and get eaten by Fang or a Mutant.

"Hello? Y/n?? Is that you?" They heard Mikes voice echo throughout the forest.

Y/n panicked, dropping the knife and running. Warm tears had dripped out of their eyes, staining their cold cheeks.

"w-wait! Y/n!!" Mike called out, his voice closer this time.

"Mike just leave me a-alone!!" Y/n yelled; Slightly irritated by him discovering them cutting themself.

While Y/n ran, they heard Mike gasp, not like how he would when be being encountered by an altar, but in genuine fear.

"Y/n please!! wait!!" Mike yelled louder.

Y/n felt their body giving into the injuries sustained, and they collapsed. They hadn't fainted yet. Fuck. That...that wasn't supposed to be the case. They should've collapsed; And been gone. They should've been dead.

"Y/n!!" Mike yelled once more, finally catching up to them. "You-You're going to be OK!! I-I'll bring you to Chef!!"

"d---don't do...that...." Y/n managed to speak. "I...I don't-d---deserve you...or t----this....."

They started to black out, but before they could, they felt themselves being lifted up, and carried away in strong arms.