In my head I'm panicking but with a smile on my face. I don't know if I can continue to fake it like this, alot has happened and alot is happening. I don't know what the hell is going on at this point in my life but I'm really tired. I wish I could take a break, even for a second because I don't know what to do or where to turn to. I have become so much used to the pain that I have became numb that I can't even drop a single tear no matter bad the situation.
They say we need to trust in God and the process but I don't this I still have faith, I have prayed and prayed and nothing. Can this all just come to an end because I don't think I can take it anymore!!!
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RandomWhatever I think about to help people understand why I do certain things and why I'm like this.
