Virginity.
We all have heard of it and experienced it.
Yea, yea laugh on it now, but there are going to be moments if you are a virgin that you are going to doubt if it's worth it, if I don't give it up he won't love me anymore, or my favorite and the one that got me was "it feels good".
Bow don't get me wrong sex feels amazing but outside of the sanity of marriage which sadly I have come to know it brings heartache when you lose it. Infact it hurts and if you don't have a good social support structure it can make you feel trapped and all alone.
I regret it and truthfully I have never regretted anything in my life untill that moment,the feeling of shame, guilt and condemnation that fell on me and still clings to my skin is suffocating.
I want to run and hide, I want to scream, but most importantly I want God to wrap his loving arms around me and tell me it's going to be okay.
I have asked for forgiveness and I know that he does forgive me, but that doesn't mean I am not lost Phillipines 4:11 -14 says
"Not that I was ever in need, for I have learned how to be content with whatever I have. For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength. Even so, you have done well to share with me in my present difficulty."
Philippians 4:11, 13-14 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/php.4.11-14.NLT
Now I don't have an idea as to what I want this to be, but i am open to discussion as long as you do three things.
One: pray before typing check your spirit
Two: BE respectfully if you don't agree that's okay
Three: realize that you are beautifully and wonderfully made and that even when you fall down God is right there by your side holding your hand.
YOU ARE READING
Writing what's on my heart
RandomThere comes a time in your life when God tells you to do something and you have to hope and pray that you ar doing what he asked of you.
