Peter Pan's Lost Joy

Chapter 1: Illusion and the New Friend

Peter's Pov:

I was scared of the dark from the cell, but soon I heard a firmilar lullaby. "My Joy is that you? Oh god please stay I need you so bad," I sobbed. "They took our baby from me... Please I have nothing," I finished.
"Shhh it's ok my love," Water Lily said. I whimpered, trying to feel around for her.
" My love please I'm scared, I'm so scared I need to hold you... Please I'm sorry I didn't fight harder," I sobbed. "They took Peace Lily from me... I have nothing, please let me hold you," I cried.
"My love I'm so sorry... I can't stay," she said. I broke down uncontrollably crying, I can't loose her again I already lost my mind.
"NO PLEASE STAY I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE... ALL I FEEL IS A EMPTY HOLE I LOST EVERYTHING WORTH LIVING FOR... KILL ME HOOK PLEASE... JUST KILL ME I'M BEGGING YOU," I cried. I then saw Water Lily I went to her on my hands and knees. "I'm begging you my joy please stay just until I fall asleep... Please I'm begging you I want to feel you in my arms one last time," I sobbed.
" My love I'm sorry I'm dead you can't touch... You won't be able to feel me I-," she said.
"I don't care just knowing you are beside me in my arms is enough for me... Please," I said.
" My love we can't... But I'll give you a gift so you'll always have that piece of me. You won't be alone," she said. She handed me a glowing ball of light, it then turned into a beautiful sleeping fairy. "Her name is Tinkerbell," she said.

"Thank you my Joy she's perfect but she's not you... I love you please stay here," I said. She then kissed my forehead.
"I can't...I love you, " she said as she disappeared. I cried tears of Joy, holding Tinkerbell in my hands. I then fell asleep feeling like I was finally holding Water Lily. I woke up to foot steps coming to my dark cell, I had to hide Tinkerbell or hook will surely take her away to make me suffer more.
Hook came and Tinkerbell hid behind me.
"Peter now I heard talking who were you talking to... And lying to me will only make things worse for or shall I go see your daughter," he said.
"NO please don't hurt her... I was talking with Water Lily. I was talking to Water Lily's spirit,"I said tearing up.
"You're such a broken man Peter... When did you become soft? You killed all those children but you met her and all that changed," he said.
" Yes I did those things and I'm sorry... She changed me, she and my children are my only reason for living... Without them I'm nothing.. she and my son didn't deserve to die, my daughter doesn't deserve to loose both her parents on on the same day... I was going to grow old with her, we were going to die in each others arms surrounded by our children and grandchildren. We were going to be buried together in each other's arms," I broke down. "But you took my family from me...  So please kill me so I can be with water Lily," I now couldn't stop crying. Four other pirates came in, fear over came my body I was scared to loose my daughter and Tinkerbell. 
"I'm not done yet... Hold him down," He said. The pirates then held me down, Hook pulled down my pants.
"Hook what are you doing please don't," I cried. He then cut off my cock, I let out a blood curdling scream. I passed out. When I woke up I was in our tree Tiger Lily was there, she looks sad and it scared me. "Where's Peace Lily I want to see her...  why isn't she here?" I asked Tears welded in my eyes when she didn't answer. "Tiger Lily where's my daughter?" I began to cry. She looked down, My heart broke as I clued in "Tell me she's not... No please god no," I said.
"She died yesterday from poison... I'm sorry," she said. I felt my heart shatter, I couldn't live without my daughter and Water Lily both.
"Take me to her... Please I'm begging you so I can hold her," I said. She shook her head no, I wanted to kill her. "MY DAUGHTER IS ALL I HAVE OF WATER LILY... SHE'S MY ONLY CHILD... I WANT TO SEE MY DAUGHTER SO I CAN SAY GOOD BYE... HOOK CUT OFF MY COCK I CAN'T HAVE ANY CHILDREN!" I yelled. I then left the tree and went to the Piccaninny tribe camp got on my knees in front of the chief. "Please can I see my daughter... Please I'm begging you," I begged. "I can't take it anymore please I just want to see my baby I want to have that one good moment of holding her in my life again," I sobbed. He looked down at me with disappointment, I was pathetic. Begging like a starving dog for scraps. They then brought out a bundle, I stretched out my arms instantly so I can hold her.
"You deserve nothing... Those parents of those children you killed didn't get to hold their children, why should you? Why should you feel at peace?" Chief said.
"I killed those children yes, my heart was full of darkness but your daughter and granddaughter were my light... They are my Joy without them I'm nothing," I said. I felt my heart shatter more the longer I didn't hold her.
"Hook may have killed them using a knife and poison... But what truly killed them was your darkness," he said. I couldn't stop crying, I could never kill them they were my only meaning of life.
"No Chief please I'd n-," I said but he silenced before I could finish.
"I heard enough Peter," he said. They went to take her away, I curled in a ball holding my face in my hands.
" Your heart beats coldly father... Water Lily would be sad as would mother she would have wanted Peter to hold their daughter for one more time," Tiger Lily said. Chief looked at me with disgust, the warriors then put her in my arms. I then broke down, my baby's now gone like her mother. "Can I take her to mine Water Lily and I's favorite place?" I asked. Tiger Lily let us go but before I left handed me a bag, it was Water Lily's ashes. I was going to burry my daughter and her at our favorite spot, I wanted to be buried with her now I'm going to be buried with them...