I sat there looking at the brown wooden table. The meal in front of me starts making me feel sick. "Eat" I looked up to see Lola looking down at me shame written on her face. "I'm not hungry this morning" I smiled, a smile we both knew was fake. The small girl circled around me, "Eat" she said stern and clear. I became frustrated. We've been doing this for years and years. It's getting old . "I don't want to eat right now Lola,you have to respect that" she shifted in her spot. "Fine....die I don't care" I was hurt yet satisfied.
It's not that I miss her so much that I've become sad. It's come to the point where I need her to do everything. If she's not here then I can't breathe. I'm tired of hoping that she's coming back,I want to eat but I can't my mind is set on finding her. If I can't find her then I'll find someone like her. It's sad really.
I'm ashamed as to what I've become. "I dint mean it so don't think too deep" she put her hand on mine. "I'm worried,you have to move on its getting scary and old."her eyes read concern,I looked away knowing she's telling the truth. I picked up the spoon and took a mouth full of cereal.
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where she went (sequel to if i stay)
RandomAdam,now rising rock star,and Talon, a successful pianist,reunite in New York and reconnect after the horrific events that tore them apart when Talon almost died in a car accident three years ago.
