yo, all gay/lesbian/insert random sexuality here bros have their gay awakening right? well my gay awakening was when I was when I was four, I had gone with my family to see the movie frozen in theaters and I was in love immediately, the designs, the drama, the romance.
my tiny child brain was in love, so I watched the movie every day all day for like 3 months at home, and when I saw the movie one day and it came to let it go, I said to myself 'she's so strong and tall and independent, I would for her to pick me up and carry me to her kingdom of ice and to marry me platonically (or whatever a child would say in that words place)'...
and now I still read x reader for her