P h i l o p h o b i a

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𝖠𝗅𝖾𝗑'𝗌 𝖯𝖮𝖵

- I was just dozing off in my English class while my teacher. Mr Kelvin a portly old man who looked like he was in his late 40's was explaining how to use metaphors In a sentence even though we were 8th grade our teacher was treating us like we were in first grade. Which none of us appreciated that.

"Mr kelvin?" I asked in a sort of a monotone. "Yes" he said as he turned around to face me. The rest of the class also decided to join him in facing me. I looked around and started to feel my stomach sink.
I decided to suck it up and just ask him my question.

"Why are we learning how to use metaphors in a sentence, we've already done that before in 4th grade so why are we getting taught this if we have already learned it?" I ask in a somewhat loud tone but my voice cracked a little at the end. Most of the kids laughed at me because of my voice crack. Because of that I started to sink farther down in my seat.

"Well apparently most of you guys don't know how to so since I didn't have anything planned, since it's the last day I decided to re-teach it. Does that answer your question Ms. Miller?"

"Yes sir" I say as I sheepishly smile. He was going to go back to writing on his chalk board but than the bell rang. I got my stuff out from the inside of my desk and made sure that I had my keys I told mr martin to have a good summer than I headed out of the room to my locker which had nothing in it except my backpack. I grabbed my bag checked my locker for any items for the last time than I closed it took the lock and threw it in my bag.

I took out my phone as I headed  for the school bus. I plugged in my head phones and played my comfort playlist than plopped down onto my seat and sat my bag next to me. I decided to close my eyes for a little but opened them every once in a while just so I didn't fall asleep, I have a history of falling asleep on the bus and I'm not proud of it.

I opened my eyes and saw I was two houses away from mine so I grabbed my bag from the beside of me and waited for the bus to get to my house. It didn't take that long but it felt like forever. Once the bus got their I stood up and moved from the Aisle-way to the door. I said goodbye to the bus driver and walked down those little stairs than crossed the street to my house.

It wasn't that much of a big house, it was just an average house in an suburban neighborhood. I took my keys and unlocked the door. I take off my headphones before yelling "YOUR FAVORITE CHILDS HOME" I wait for a response than realize that my parents aren't home because they both have work. I Decided to just go upstairs into my neat but personalized room change into more comfortable clothing and just go take a nap, I got into my bed than closed my eyes after a couple minutes I felt my consciousness drift in and out before I finally fell asleep.

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- I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing, I rub my eyes than sit on the side of my bed and grab my phone I go to look at who's calling and I realize it's my friend Claire.

"Hey Claire what are you doing calling so late" I ask in a sleepy tone.

" girlie it's literally 7:25 it ain't"

"Oh my bad, I thought it was much later" I say

"It's fine I just called you to wake you up"

"How did You know I was asleep?"

"I just did Phoebe" she says

"Wait you called me to wake me up. You little shi-" I say but as when I try to finish my sentence I realize that she hung up "that little piece of shit" I whisper under my breath. I want to go back to sleep but I've already been up for too long that my body doesn't want to go to sleep. I curse at myself for answering her calls. Than I decide to get up turn on my led lights and fix my hair. Than I get out my laptop and start to think about a movie I would want to watch

I decide that I'm going to re-watch IT the 2017 version for the 6000th time. I pull up Netflix than I go to search bar but I just go to the top searches and click IT. It loads than starts to play but than it starts to load again and I curse under my breath again. It starts to load again but than the whole screen turns black. I curse under my breath, again. But something different happens this time the screen starts to turn staticky white and i touch the screen than

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I start to regain consciousness and than I hear somebody say

"Who the fuck are you"

I open my eyes and look up
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Richie fucking toizer...