chapter four: week eight

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SCHOOL NEVER GOT EASIER FROM DAY ONE NOW TO DAY EIGHT(sorry for all caps). With that the bullying from maya got worse but the,connection between me and her bf Jose. Owe still text and she still got mad but her and him got back together it was passed off that they were offical. But thats ok bc i textually found a cute kid named Julian he was ok but d jose was better. I was kinda using him to get Jose jealousy he use me to make Maya jealousy and obviously it worked. I hated him got telling me he

, loved me but then get back together with Maya who made my life hell so far.

She eventually stopped bc she got Jose but every time the broke up or took rim off she would make it my fault and,curse me out and it wasn't even my fault they broke up so,shoe,Eeds and additude, check. She honestly needs Jesus .(or any other god). She needs it. I finally started to cut myself my mom my family everybody didn't know except my dog he is the only one that saw my arm.

. I feel like with cutting my self my pain was relieved but then when I finally got help after a month a realised I was just slowly the,more i cut the faster i was killing myself so i decided to stop. My mom wasn't very happy neither was my dad i didn't tell them bc then they would of told the police and to much of I mess. It would have been the best decision but you know.

        

Update sorry for not writing lately school and summer and shopping and parties and detitions and assignments so much stuff little time to do it. Sorry for any errors I just try to type fast bc the faster i type the less. I cry. So,yeah sorry for any spelling errors or lack of punctuation

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