Enemies to lovers <3

Should i?

I skipped the rest of school. I just sat in the bathroom and was overthinking every, little, detail. I walk out of the bathroom and see someone. He glanced at me and we make eye contact.

"Hey y/n..." Robin says

I don't respond.

"Look, I know I've been a jerk recently but can we just talk please?"

"A jerk? Look Robin I really don't know what I did to you. Like I really don't. I was just a little girl who couldn't control her feelings and was too afraid to talk to you. So I wrote you a note instead. And then you had to be an asshole and read it to the whole class. If anything Robin, I should be pissed at you. You have body shammed me since 6th grade, you embarrassed me multiple times, and you.. you told me to kill myself robin. Do you know how that feels?"

We both kind of just stood there. And then he just walked away. He didn't say anything but I don't know if that was good or bad? I go to meet up with Finney and Gwen so we could walk home together.

"Oh hey y/n..." Finney says.

"Hi."

We didn't really say anything the whole walk home. I went inside my house and grabbed it. I ran up to my room and made sure to lock it. And I did it once again. Multiple times. Everywhere. My thighs, wrists, shoulders, ankles. Then I went too far. While I was cutting my wrist a bunch of blood shot out. I started screaming crying. I dropped the object and fell to the floor. I've never felt this kind of pain before. I just kept think about Vance's reaction. He's going to get in so much trouble from my mom for not watching me close enough. I continued to scream until I heard my door whip open.

"Y/n what the fuck did you do." Vance said shockingly.

He was just standing there.

"Get help Vance! Get help!"

Things started to get blurry, I couldn't see anything. Next thing you know I wake up and I'm not in my room anymore. I hear a beeping noise and I see men in white suits with masks and gloves on. I see bandages over my wrists. Dammit. This was all my fault. Now Vance is going to do something to me. I heard me mom in the phone with him yelling at each other. I knew she would get mad. Vance hung up the phone and walked closer to me.

"I get it y/n your struggling. But what you did was so selfish. I can't believe I just got yelled at for not being a good care taker. I will make your life even worse if you don't shape up. You hear me?"

I nodded.

Shit, of course there's going to me more added to my life of hell.