Upstairs the figure who is just pounding his bed thinking a lot about you. His feelings quite grew deep. He deeply knew that something is there in his heart for you other than being your bestie. A feeling he got every time he sees you. This feeling only makes him so shy and made him to act smart in front of you. He knows something he should do to this feelings. Love is not wrong afterall. It's emotions and it's true. He know he need to tell you that something is keeping him awake all night. And that something is you. Your thoughts, words, beauty and everything was the cause of his mixed feelings that he was still unknown to him.
That the kiss is not only reason to be more close to you but he genuinely wants to taste you. Taste you, your lips, plump and soft which makes him crazy. He wants to scream that the kiss was the best. That you're the best kisser. That kissing your best friend is not wrong. He wants to tell you everything he was feeling right then. Everything. He stops pounding in the bed and decided to speak everything out loud about you. But he still unsure that at the midnight was it right to confess his feelings for you. But he can't sleep with the feelings that poking his heart. He wants to tell you that he genuinely feels for you. That it isn't best friend love. It's love, real love.
*messages*
[ Baby bitch] // 2:00 am : You up?!
[Baby bitch] // 2:05 am : hey???
[Baby bitch] // 2: 07 am : umm.. I really can't sleep. Something is eating me up.
[Baby bitch]// 2:11 am : I think I need to tell you something.
[Baby bitch] // 2:15 am : okay, I think you're sleeping. But still I need to tell you everything I'm feeling right now about you,_____.Without getting any response he was feeling so down. He need to tell her. It could be mid night, sleep could wait but feelings couldn't. He got up and slowly and calmly step downstairs. With every passing stairs, he was deciding what he will say to you. How he would convey his feelings to you. He know that you don't like this things but one thing he knows that he likes you. As he get to your room it was still dark and calm.
Little snores of you sleeping can be heard. He slowly opens the door and saw you sleeping all rolled up in your small blanket. He could not help but smile. He likes your innocence.Everything you do is all he loves. The way the hair strands croosing your face itches you, he laughed at the sight. He walks up to sit beside your bedside while you were still sleeping. He was so keen and gentle, you have no idea that your were not so called bestie was there. He got mesmerized by your innocent eyes. The beauty he always praised in his mind was sleeping infront of him. The rosy orange cheek lights up as you took every single breath. The plump and soft lips curled up whenever you were mumbling something. This all was kind of fantasy for him which he was living live.
He wants to kiss you again on your flavour full lips and the pale orange cheeks. He again want to relive the moment of kissing you but he could not. He promised himself that he would not kiss you untill and unless you want him to kiss you. He was there to tell you how he feels but his heart was too poor to wake up the sleeping beauty like you. He could not, he never could tell you his feelings and never could taste you again. But a sudden urge to wait untill the morning when with a fresh and happy mood he'll let you know everything he feels about you.
Your flawless hair keeps on irritating your cute face. Without any hesitation, Tae slided your hair strands smoothly under your ear. He touches you, a sudden spark embarked inside him. With the feelings of someone's touch, you woke up still asleep. One eye of your was still figuring out who the hell was there in your room at this hour and the other one still was shut. You hesitantly figure out that Tae was sitting next to you on your bed. You saw a blurry sight.
"Y-you need something?" Half yawning and half sleepy head of your mumbled this words .
With the sense that you already got up, he knew he messed up all the thing. He carefully stand up without disturbing you and patted your head.
"U-um, n-no. Nothing. I'm just checking if you're already asleep or not." He awkwardly chuckled.
"I'm sleeping. Now, go."
"Good night. Sorry again."He close the door as fast as possible and ran upstairs. Took deep breath after he gone inside his dorm. And finally feeling a little relieved that he didn't distrubed you.
AUTHOR'S NOTE
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