Dear Mommy,
Do you still remember me?
The one you utterly shooed away,
with so much disgust and no hint of dismay.
Like a rat you found out on the kitchen,
trying to pillage a spoiled chicken.
You left without a word, a smile
or just a hug for goodbye.
Am I really your daughter?
Please, never hesitate to answer.
I don't hate you, I never will.
Even my dad, if he is real.
Can you visit me instead?
I want to clarify your face in my head.
For the very last time mom,
grant my only wish and come.
I will wait for you desperately,
no matter it would take eternity.
×o×o
I missed you, ma. So much.
04-11-15
